Was anorexic now I'm a binger, in need of support
I have been suffering from anorexia for a long time now and just 2 months ago I was down to 92 pounds. Just reccently I started compulsively over eating and binged my way up to 130 pounds in just about 4 weeks. I can't seem to stop that urge to binge and have a goal of going 7 days in a row of healthy eating. Any advice or support would be so greatly appreciated!!
Reason: Moved from Weight Loss to Health & Support
I'm sad to say that I can absolutely relate to all these posts and that I'm on the same boat :( I hate being this way.
Christine - me too with the 'stealing food', cause technically it is stealing food. for me its okay to eat my forbidden foods if its 'free/stolen', but id never go and buy my own. cause i know that id binge on it if i buy my own.... but really, there's no difference.
and im like that with the sugar free stuff too. its ridiculous how many cans of diet soda im going through lately :(
Chrissy - i lick plates too.
I can also relate to these posts. It's just awful to be in this situation. I also feel so helpless and frustrated. I was anorexic/bulimic and then went to rehab where I reached a healthy weight, but now that I'm back at home I want to eat everything in sight even when I'm full to the brim and about to pop. I throw up sometimes because I just can't deal with the guilt but not all the time 'cause I'm trying very hard to stop purging. It's messing up my teeth big time and not only that, I also am just so sick of it. I've had this ED for nearly 7 years now and all I want is to be normal again.
I lick plates and all that stuff too :(
I hope you're all doing ok.
All the best of luck to all of you for overcoming this problem. We can do it!
Sal x
For God's sakes, stop bringing up year old posts for comment please.
1. Start a new thread instead of commenting on ancient ones.
2. Don't post at all if you are not in active recovery as it is triggering to other CC members.
Lol calm down - the mods need to start automatically deleting threads once they exceed 5 months or so - new ppl to the site may not look at the dates, and may not realize they are responding to old threads…
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