Back to work and leaving my 3 month old

I know many of you ladies have gone through this, but it's torture and yes, I spent the whole night crying....  I didn't have to leave my older daughter with a babysitter until she was one year old, but circumstances are different now.

I've signed contracts for work which have a 3 month lead time, so even if I quit, I have to work 3 months. I want hubby to quit his job as I'll be making more than he will, but that' still in the air.

As of yet, we're juggling babysitters until she gets into a daycare.....auugghhh!!!

How did you get through this initial period (those of you who have)?

V.

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awww I went through the same thing. With my first daughter I didn't have to put her in daycare until she was about 8 months old. But with my second, I went back to work a lot sooner. The first day I dropped her off I started balling, it was so hard. But after some time I realized she really liked being around the other babies so it made it a little easier. :)

thanks! maybe she will like it after all.

V.