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Health & Support Signs of an increased metabolism Apr 12 2009
05:25 (UTC)
5

grapefruit_  i am in EXACTLY the same position as you!

recovering anorexic and pulse is increasing and feeling hot at night and getting hungry after meals :)

i hope its a sign our metabolism is increasing. i cant wait to be normal again and eat proper meals and actually get hungry and allow ourselves to eat!!

 

inbox me if you'd like :)

Foods wagyu rump cap???????? Apr 07 2009
12:18 (UTC)
1

bump

 

how much weight would i gain from eatin this fatty meat?

Health & Support full fat yogurt -- need support Mar 31 2009
03:31 (UTC)
1

thanks katonick :)

 

if there is anyone out there struggling/pushing through with anorexia recovery please feel free to send me a message! i would love to share feelings and have a motivation budy :)

Health & Support full fat yogurt -- need support Mar 30 2009
22:47 (UTC)
3

yess i did go out for dinner and it was goood!

i started off by saying "no thanks" to bread and butter and then told myself I was naughty and called the waiter back (i actually love bread and butter)

mum said we could order starters, main and dessert. this made me panick, but i was able to relax myself and remember that i am MEE

i ordered jellyfish and butterfish rolls for starters -- so yumm. they were reasonably healthy, but still, the extra calories would have scared me previously!

mains i ordered a lovelyy crispy grilled barramundi with tapanade sauce. delish. and a salad that had PEANUTS (this was hard for me, but i did it)

 

dessert was tough. i started off sayin i was full but mum insisted (she is not a great dessert person and i new she was only doing it for me, she NEVER orders dessert  herself)

we both ordered seperate desserts (have only ever shared a dessert, and that has happened about ONCE or twice in the whole 3 years :(

 

i got a cheescake and mum got a selection of icecreams

it was yummmoo. afterwards i had the worst guilty feeling ever (adding up possible calories ) and i just tried and tried to block it all out

 

i think it was worth it :)

i didnt restrict the next day either!

i think im getting better, but i still have SO many nasty thoughts and feeling so greedy stuffin my face all the time :(

 

more support would be much appreciated guys. you always make me smile :)

Health & Support full fat yogurt -- need support Mar 28 2009
04:14 (UTC)
7

wow

thanks everyone

i think i needed all those harsh comments

i made a smoothie this morning using the yoghurt and mollasses ( i have to have this for some reason also) and icecream and bannana and ice. it was so yummy

i ENJOYED it

i ate some macadamia nuts also

and they are kind of yummy

thanks for ur support, i know i can do this and if i feel myself falling off the rails again, i might go back to doc and see what can happen.

 

im going out for diner with mum tonight and i dont want to look at the website and plan and calculate my meal like normal - i shall go and choose what i want to eat when im there. i may even have pizza ( used to love it, havnt had it for 3 years)

 

 

Health & Support full fat yogurt -- need support Mar 27 2009
11:18 (UTC)
17

thanks for ur suuport

i ate so much full fat vanilla yoghurt, i feel a little ill

it tastes kind of ok i guess, but i still prefer the low fat taste

what do u think about gettin one with "reduced fat"??????? instead of NO fat?

i dont no , its just so hard

and nuts are a fear food that i hav to eat lots of too :(

Health & Support How did you challenge your ED today? Feb 08 2009
00:12 (UTC)
606

i am so jealous of you all

i dream of being able to do these things

i try so hard -each day i wake up and say  "today will be the day that ED disappears, today i will get my life back on track and get back to the fit strong healthy energetic girl i used to be".

i am currently seeking treatment and today i am going to try extra hard. right now i will go and make myself a sandwhich. I CAN DO THIS

thanks for all ur inspiration :)

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