Posts by babibu

ahh my mom just made this beautiful chocolate cake.

i see it staring at me, so i might have the same feeling. resisting is soo difficult.

heyy, it's alright. i don't have much of an experience with an ED but remember who you were before it and don't allow it to rule your life.

when you deprive your body of food (aka starving yourself), you lose weight and feed on your own bodies fat. when you do finally feed your body, it latches on to the food so you're gaining weight from the food and the your own fat. it's weird, but basically it comes just as quickly as it went.

my advice is keep it up and hide the scale, and eat! :)

i will :)

i'm not a fan of pepsi, but i don't believe it. she's still trying to contact pepsi.. for what? to compensate for a frog being in her drink? sounds like they just put the frog in their or something and are trying to make a buck.

before every other pregnancy scare i was on BC or took the morning after pill. i dont have anything against you but i am tired of arguing.

i went to planned parenthood and they made me take a pregnancy test, it was negative. im going back in a week.

i think she was just trying to be helpful because of abortion costs. but i do think they would seriously investigate because i live in a very upper class county with a small population and very low crime rate, so they would definitely take extreme action. again, it's just not for me. especially because i did consent to it and i'm generally an honest person so if i lie about the smallest thing it gets to me. not being able to tell my mom is eating away at me haha.

and yeah i will definitely be going on the pill :)

keo187: okay woah woah, first off, when i said i'd take it easy i met i'm gonna continue smoking pot. i will not continue drinking at the moment, i'm not going to stop drinking for the rest of my life. are you out of your mind? second of all, i realize it's a "simple" concept but that doesn't validate why so many people can't grasp it. third of all, you might get your point across better if you didn't emphasize how immature, stubborn and how much of a **** i am. i wouldn't judge someone for not using a condom, especially if they already acknowledged they made a mistake, i would support them in their choices from here on out. but whatever, you have a very cynical way of attempting to get through to people.

rosieblue: thankyou! i've done everything i can, but i seriously just dont think i can please the majority of these people.

se1289: your a straight up idiot.. i'm not being responsible because i have too. i don't have too. i could try throwing myself down a staircase and try self induced labor. also the sex = condom is a simple concept clouded by so many other circumstances  based on the person and situation. your putting words into my mouth and on top of that being a b*tch. you've been horny before? you've gotten a condom? thats cool... i'm not you.. i'm glad to know you set such a self proclaimed, intellectual and mature example for yourself but i don't care. okay, well since i had so much time that i don't remember then i guess i could have, but i don't remember. and you weren't there, and to me you sound old, narrow minded, rigid, over specialized, boring and kind of dull. and off the record veggiehead sent me an apology.. so i guess your **** out of luck.

Original Post by jcl76:

Original Post by hotfuss:

Original Post by babibu:

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on the topic of being 16 and sexually active, honestly, the majority of people i know are sexually active. ...

Because "everybody's doing it" is NEVER a good excuse or reason for ANYTHING. Neither is being drunk. I hope this whole experience really makes you think about your lifestyle choices. At 16, you should be stressed about school, what colleges you want to apply to, acne, etc....not worrying about if the idiot cheating boy you accidentally slept with pulled out, potentially impregnating you or passing along std's. Please rethink your priorities for a good long time and consider some drastic life changes.

But, I have no sympathy for you. All my sympathy goes to the unborn baby you may be carrying whose fate is to be aborted, put up for adoption, or raised by a young girl who is (self-proclaimed) stupid, and to your parents. These are the people who, through no mistakes of their own, are going to suffer from your selfishness and irresponsibility. Tell your parents. You owe them at least that much. And hopefully they can convince you to do the right things(go to the doctor, get tested, figure out all your options) and help you transform your life for the better.

Good luck.

^^This. Couldn't have said it better!

it does i guess, but it's also redundant.

i read every reply on here and a couple things:

first off, im not going to PP for a pregnancy test because obviously its too early to tell. im going just to talk about it with a pregnancy councilor/doctor and learn about different types of birth control and basically whats going on in my body and to arrange a follow up. i still havent gotten my period and maybe its stress, maybe its not due, im not really sure. the anticipation is getting to me though, i read up on acupuncture and i thought it was a way so i could get my period and prevent pregnancy but its not, so i won't be doing that.

i'm not looking for anyones sympathy, seriously i'm not that type of person at all. i was just generally curious if i was screwed or not but now im getting a whole different side of the spectrum. if i am pregnant, i'm getting an abortion. go ahead and sympathize with the undeveloped fetus but that is something i will not feel guilty about. and as for my lifestyle, like i said, i am changing it. i havent used/smoked/drank since that night and the day after. im not going to be sober but i will definitely take it easy. and i dont know how many times i have to say this but my parents will not be informed at all. my mother is arabic and a muslim and so culturally different that she would infact hate me. i am nothing like she expected, she has trouble accepting me, she's told me that, and we're not all that close. it's a completely different subject that i'm not gonna even begin to get into but normally if i had a nurturing loving mother who was american, then yeah i'd tell her but i genuinely think for her sake, its better she doesn't know.

to veggiehead: you sound kind of naive and very sheltered and like your not aware of circumstances, especially the fact that its not as simple as sex = condom. go ahead and be insulting but honestly, i dont give a **** if your gonna be a teenage mom or not. i might take what you had to say seriously if i took you seriously.. but i don't. so you're just wasting your time. also classifying yourself as a "b*tch" speaks miles, thats definitely not something you should be proud of. and you know what, i really don't think you grasp the complexities of the situation because you sound so ignorant. i mean its your opinion, thats chill, if you think i should burn in hell and eat **** for the rest of my life because of my mistake thats fine, but i would much rather be where i am right now, 16 and wondering if i'm pregnant than an arrogant **** trying to validate being a b*tch. and off the record, we might be close in age, but i was nothing like you at 15. and i find it kind of insulting and unfortunate that we are close in age.

anyways its pretty much sorted out, i appreciate everyone who took the time to give input.. negative or positive.

thats beautiful, but ****. i feel like im gonna need a hell of a lot more than a sunbeam and good luck to get me through this one.

and honestly, i feel like Gods turned his back on me because he is so disappointed in me and because i'm such a hypocrite.

he texted back sayng "yeah i definitely did"

yeah seriously.. its not completely out of character for a 16 year old. 

1. i hate that my hair won't grow very quickly because its curly. i just started school again and i saw a girl who had hair shorter than me at the beginning at summer, and now its longer than me because its straight or for some reason. so on top of that, i also have to straighten it, yadayada.
2. i start volleyball tomorrow and im kind of sure the class is going to be full of those pretty girls in northface jackets and uggs. you know, the type that intimidates you because they're got maybe a layer of mascara on and they're skinny, toned and athletic. and here i am, chubby and with a sprained ankle. it just screams judgment, i know im gonna get nauseas right before.
3. im still fat. that bothers me. and even when im slim (if ever) im gonna have to maintain. sometimes i think, is it even worth it?
4. i have no weed.
5. and my homework..
6. the heat. cant it get cold already? im so excited to hide in my huge sweatshirts and jackets to illuminate my fat and sit down without trying to conceal my fat and draw attention towards my face. just not my profile.
7. the economy + no job thing. crappy phone, getting **** for being grateful.. im not bad off but now i have to be more careful which sucks because now i spend money on weed and i have like one pair of pants.
8. why are running shoes so ugly..
9. bus drivers wearing swine flu masks. come on.
10. my nose.

whats hot about me? ack thats so tough to say because i think we all would have a much easier time saying whats not hot about ourselves, but ill try. i like my eyebrows and i guess my ass.

height : 5'4 and three quarters

weight :  165 lbs.

pant size : 9.

i too have the biiiiiig butt syndrome. no idea from who thought, 44 inches around. big fat bubble of fat, but it gets attention so i guess i'm not complaining. but same, the rear end really throws off the size in general.