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Health & Support Question :] Nov 12 2009
23:38 (UTC)

Thanks for all your replies :] I am on antibiotics, but they just put me on them a couple days ago. So its probably just being sick.

Thanks again :]

Health & Support Sunburn cures? Nov 12 2009
15:04 (UTC)
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Aloe Vera is this jelly stuff that you can buy at basically any store, and they get it from cactus's. Whenever I get sunburn I put it on and not only does it get rid of it faster, but the pain goes away almost immediately. Hope that helps.

The Lounge A one word survey Sep 13 2009
19:16 (UTC)
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1. Yourself: blessed
2. Your significant other: nonexistant
3. Your hair?: amazing :]
4. Your mother?: problematic
5. Your father?: invisible
6. Your favorite item: ipod
7. Your dream last night: mermaid
8. Your favorite drink: soda
9. Your dream car: truck
10. The room you are in: den
12. Your fear: fat
13. What you want to be in 10 years: musician
14. Who you hung out with last night?: me
15. What you're not?: bored
16. Muffins: yum
17: One of your wish list items: Gibson335
18: Time: afternoon
19. The last thing you did: ate
20. What you are wearing: hoodie
21. Your favorite weather: rain <3
22. Your favorite book: tweak
23. The last thing you ate: pasta
24. Your life: eventful
25. Your mood: chill
26. Your body: unstable
27. Who are you thinking about right now?: beauty
29. What are you doing at the moment?: this
30. Your summer: difficult
31. Best part of your life: God

The Lounge Sexiest Man alive?? *fixed link* Sep 13 2009
19:05 (UTC)
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I cant believe no one here has mentioned  Jesse Lacey

Health & Support My hair is falling out. Aug 10 2009
23:02 (UTC)

Thanks everyone for your comments :) They've helped a lot and I'm pretty sure its due to stress, but at least now I know it'll go away in a couple months or so.

Thanks again :)

Health & Support Hello everyone, I want to know your opinions... Aug 09 2009
23:30 (UTC)
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You can't spot reduce. All you can do is lose weight and hope for the best.

Health & Support My hair is falling out. Aug 09 2009
19:15 (UTC)
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No, I've been a healthy weight for over a year now.

Weight Loss My Acai Burn pills....WHAT?! Aug 05 2009
01:14 (UTC)
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Is there an info or help number you could call on the package?

The Lounge Need help from fellow punk rockers! Aug 04 2009
05:05 (UTC)
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You could try Rise Against, especially their older stuff. Its a bit of a mix between good punk and rock and it might ease the transition for him a little bit :) Also, the Ramones is a must,  and sex pistols.

The Lounge Sitting at a desk burns more calories per hour than sex?? Aug 04 2009
03:34 (UTC)
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That must be some hard core sitting.

The Lounge Ladies, why do we allow ourselves to be taken advantage of? Aug 04 2009
03:32 (UTC)
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social conditioning?

Logic may tell us one thing, but social conditioning will bring about an entirely different thing. For example, logic says that women should be within a healthy weight range. But much of the media and society says  that women should be "perfect," which translates to, in many cases, being too thin. The same goes for the way women act around and treat men and the way men act around and treat women.

The Lounge Odd dream has me a little weirded out... Aug 01 2009
03:51 (UTC)
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Wow, maybe you had a stomach ache or something and thats why it felt so real?

I've never had a dream where I've given birth, but I have had a dream where my cat was my adopted child and I treated him just like a human baby. It was weird.

The Lounge Orphan? Aug 01 2009
03:44 (UTC)
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Honestly, I think the movie is fairly offensive. I haven't seen it so i cant judge it, but by the basic summery given through imdb and trailers, I can see why all the adoption agencies are so upset about it.

 

The Lounge Something smells.... Aug 01 2009
03:40 (UTC)
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rain and ocean :)

New Members New Mem Jul 31 2009
23:59 (UTC)

helloooo :)

The Lounge Irrationally Stubborn Boyfriend? Jul 31 2009
23:55 (UTC)
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If I were in your situation, i'd stab him with the fork ;)

But a more rational thing to do would probably be to sit him down when your both calm and just talk to him about it. Tell him how much his behavior is bothering you and see what he does. If it turns into an argument, maybe you two need to take some time away from eachother? I'm not good with boy advice, but thats what I would do anyway. Hope it helped :)

Health & Support freaky bloating Jul 31 2009
23:45 (UTC)
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Yeea, it does suck haha. But I'm pretty, erm, fairly regular in that aspect, and the weather has been pretty mild, so actually I might go to the doctor if this doesn't go away in the next week or so. Thanks for your advice :)

The Lounge Baaahhhhhhhh (rant) Jul 31 2009
04:31 (UTC)
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Original Post by madamq:

How old are you?

I grew up with a mean brother.  I learned self defense pretty young.  Seriously - he was a bully and an ****.  One he had me cornered in the laundry room and was punching me - I grabbed the only thing I could get my hands on.  It was a hammer and I placed a blow straight to his head.  Seriously scary huh?  Well I didnt do any damage - just a lump but he left me alone physically after that.

We are now in our 40s and not close.  He slacked off over the years but he still manages to be a jerk -like stealing my food when we are out.  WTF?  Yes, you read right.  He is 43 and two weeks ago he took the food right out of my hands and ate it by shoving it in his mouth fast. Just out and out stole it.  He gave some lame appolgy "I didnt know you were going to eat that".  Again - WTF?

So what do you do about it?  I am not sure.  I left home at 17.  That helped a lot.  I dont recommend it.  I have had a hard row to hoe.  But putting distance between us at least gave me room away from the abuse.

In the interim years I have also learned to jibe him back,  give quelling looks and roll my eyes a lot. 

funny enough I think my distaste for his antics and my general disapproval of his behavior is pretty damaging to his emotional state.  When I shoot him the look that says "grow up" he always gets defensive.  As though I should take his abuse and recognize it as love.

The thing is - he cant stand it when I dont react.  he hates that more than anything.  I am sure your sister is like this too. 

You cant help but feel hurt.  Family should protect each other and defend one another.  Its totally natural to feel awful when they dont behave normally.  But your sensitivity is only an indication of the humanity inside of you.  Humanity is something abusers seem to be missing. 

I am sure there is some deep hurt that makes your sister the way she is.  But you cant cure it.  You also cant ignore it.  I know - been there.

But I do know standing straight, looking her in the eye and being as confident as you can that you are a very fine person will help a lot.  Abusers want you to feel low - they seek out ways to keep you guessing because it keeps them in power.  Do not trust her - when she is being sweet - dont give her the time of day.  When she is being mean - dont show your hurt.  When she is going on about your ED - just roll your eyes.

geeze I dont know that this advice is helpful.  As I have said - my brother is in his 40s and he still is a jerk.  Nothing i have said will make your sister a better person.  But you can know that her failings are no reflection on you.  You did not invite her to hurt you.  She does it out of the bleakness of her own soul.  She may never grow up but you can. 

I no longer fear my brother.  I even say to him "oh for god sake - you are xx years old.  Arent you ever going to grow up?"  Shame seems to be his achilles heal.  He hates being shamed. 

Oh well - I am rambling.  Your post really struck something in me!

 

 

 Actually, you helped a lot :) You've made me feel a lot better, and given some good advice. I'm 16, and I tried to move out about half a year ago (my sister isn't the only abusive one in my family) but my parents wouldn't hear of it. So I'm going to have to wait until I'm 18. But she'll be gone next summer, so thats a good thing :)

Thanks again for your advice. It really helped

Maintaining I want to eat normal! Jul 31 2009
04:25 (UTC)
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Well, first of all, why do you only eat 600 to 900 daily? And, why did you drop it down so low to begin with? Do you have a history of eating disorders?

For your height, I'd say 113 is an okay weight. According to some guidelines, thats underweight, but not drastically so and to be honest I used to weigh 110 and 5'5 and my doctor said I was fine. However, if you have been eating 600-900 calories a day for an extended period of time, you should expect to gain a little bit of weight. However, IT IS NOT A BIG DEAL. I understand the feeling of being scared Sh_tless of gaining weight, but you need to understand that even if you gained a couple pounds from upping your calories over the course of a couple weeks (I'd say to about 2000, but it depends on your activity level,) chances are it wont even show. And you'll be happier and more energized to boot :)

You can do it hun. Hope this helped :)

The Lounge Cheap Metal? Jul 31 2009
04:19 (UTC)
thanks :)
Health & Support How do I get over anxiety and panic attacks created from a break up? Jul 30 2009
02:41 (UTC)

Well, I understand the original post was in 2008, but i figured that you didn't get any valid advice, so I'll give it a shot.

I get panic/anxiety attacks from time to time, ranging from severe to mild. The first one I had actually landed me in the hospital because I was hyperventalating and my muscles, which were over oxigenated, seized up. But I've learned that you really just need to ride them out. Wether it be sharp pains in your chest or being unable to breathe or whatever, you really just need to trust the fact that chances are, its just another panic attack. For me, putting my head down helps. Also, you could just talk yourself through it, like I do too. Another thing that might work is just making sure you have a distraction handy; it could be an ipod, cell phone, tiny pocket sized game, whatever, so that when you feel one coming on you can pull it out and just chill with it for a while.

If your attacks are getting so that they're interfering with your work, there is medication that you can be perscribed that will help. I hope things work out for you. :)

The Lounge My freckles make me feel lopsided Jul 30 2009
02:33 (UTC)
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One of my feet is slightly bigger than the other :D

I think everyones lopsided in some way, noticeable or not. I mean I knew a girl who's one leg was juuusst longer than the other.

The Lounge should I believe my friend or should I believe the mirror? Jul 30 2009
02:31 (UTC)
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Original Post by jewelsmcblah:

Don't put your life on hold.

 ^^ couldn't put it better.

Go for it hun. If he doesn't like you romantically just because of your weight, he's not a guy you want to be with anyways. I'm sure youre gorgeous, no matter how much you weigh anyways :)

The Lounge Normally I love living in Washington. Jul 30 2009
01:29 (UTC)
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Aww your poor doggy :( I'm having effed up weather too; here its been a record summer for low temperatures. Seriously, its July and its all been rain and 65 degree weather.

Stupid weathermen! They should be able to control these things! *sigh*

The Lounge guy question ;) Jul 30 2009
01:25 (UTC)
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Honestly, it could mean anything. I call everyone I know, even my guy friends, sweetie, babe, dollface, cupcake, darling, dear, my love, sweetness, kid, ...the list goes on. And I just do it cause, well thats the way I am. It just depends on the person I guess.

Health & Support pictures! Jul 29 2009
03:36 (UTC)
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You look great :) But you've still got a ways to go sweetie. You still look drastically underweight, but not as bad as before so youre definately making progress :D Just keep upping those calories and you'll be nice and healthy and happy and energized!

The Lounge Addiction to CC... Jul 29 2009
03:26 (UTC)
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Well, you kind of just gotta do it. I used to be like that with a website too, and I just couldn't make myself stop coming on. So what I literally did is I posted an extremely rude, inflammatory post and got everyone pissed off at me, so that I didn't want to go back on because everyone hated me! :D Of course, that probably wouldn't help you much haha, but at least you know your not alone. :)

The Lounge omg, this story made me want to vomit Jul 29 2009
03:22 (UTC)
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double post, my bad

The Lounge omg, this story made me want to vomit Jul 29 2009
03:22 (UTC)
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Schizophrenia is an extremely complicated thing.

I hate hate HATE to make excuses for this woman, because what she did was repulsive and inhuman and unspeakable, but in her mind, she probably had no idea she was doing it to her baby.

Its a horrible occurance, and although none of us know the whole story I really dont think she deserves the death penalty. If she really is a schizophrenic, then she needs to be put into a high security psych hospital for the rest of her life. But, based on my religious and personal veiws, I dont think its right for any human being to kill another one, no matter what the person to be killed had done previously. Especially if that person is a certified schizophrenic.

My prayers are with their family and that baby.

The Lounge just say a random comment. Jul 26 2009
03:14 (UTC)
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I hate him with all my heart :)

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