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Health & Support Asking questions to myself. Mar 18 2008
20:04 (UTC)
Yes you are right in saying that she is very petite herself. Now that I have become aware of her criticalness I cant help noticing it and it just keeps making me more and more angry. Like just now when my 10 year old brother wanted a biscuit she wa slike just like no you have had too many, have a banana, you dont wanna feel embarassed in your swimming trunks. why should he feel embrassed?!?!?! makes me so mad and makes me think that maybe i never would of had any problems if it hadnt been for her. i cant help but be in a mood with her because of this very reason. i always feel like she is looking at me trying to find something to criticies raaaa!
Health & Support Asking questions to myself. Mar 16 2008
19:03 (UTC)
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I actually cant deal with this. My mum was just like god your hips are so wide emily...what is that supposed to mean?!?! and actually made a point of measuring them?! I actually cant deal with it anymore. I was absolutely fine and now all I can think about is throwing up the dinner she is just cooking for me.
Health & Support to anyone who has ever suffered or knows anything about bulimia Jan 09 2008
13:06 (UTC)
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has bulimia also messed up your skin??
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Jan 08 2008
15:45 (UTC)
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just binged-eurgh. feel so disgusting.
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Jan 08 2008
15:44 (UTC)
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just binged-eurgh. feel so disgusting.
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Dec 15 2007
23:28 (UTC)
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God it was my first night home from uni tonight and im home alone. well...what more can i say?!?!?!?!?! i opened the cupboards and there was just sooo much amazing food and all free i just had to binge...im gonna promise myself its just the first night but i know its not going to happen. i hate my body :( i hate boys :(
Health & Support Binge...again. Dec 05 2007
21:16 (UTC)
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i know exactly how you feel and i know its the worst feeling ever ever ever ever. i even didnt get out of bed to go to my lecture today because i was so disgusted from my binge last night. its a horrid horrid horrid disease.
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Nov 21 2007
22:38 (UTC)
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eurgh.binged so so so badly today. dont even know why i did it. i actually disgust myself.
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Nov 09 2007
23:24 (UTC)
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I actually HATE this monster and I cant get rid of it!!!! I just cant!!!! I really dont think its ever ever ever going to go away....I should be obese and I have no idea why I am not. I am so so so DISGUSTING!!! :(
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Nov 06 2007
22:49 (UTC)
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eurgh. binged so bad tonight. i am so disgusting-i dont diserve what i have. why cant i just be normal with food?! why do i have to be so fricking disfunctional?!?!?!?!
Health & Support bulimic/recovering Oct 21 2007
20:37 (UTC)
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i am in the same position, private message me x
Weight Loss Where do you (or did you) want to lose weight the most? Oct 17 2007
22:39 (UTC)
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My stomach definitely!! I would kill for amazing abs....and then it would be thighs I think....standard women trouble points!!!
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Oct 13 2007
19:38 (UTC)
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EURGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I binged tonight so bad. I actually repulse and disgust myself!!!!! I had been pretty good recently and tonight, I dont even know what happened....:( I am so ugly.
Health & Support No wonder women are wieght insecure Oct 01 2007
11:25 (UTC)
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I think SJP is naturally like that though....she has always been very slight and very muscular.
Weight Loss teens: how many calories do you eat? Sep 20 2007
10:16 (UTC)
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why is there a smiley face by you writing 500? bit confused abotu that one..
Weight Loss Mood swings? Sep 20 2007
10:14 (UTC)
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Yeah I get that too and my mum always says "your moody cos you dont eat enough" blah blah blah blah blah...i also get cold easier!
Health & Support BEFORE YOU BINGE ... Sep 19 2007
22:03 (UTC)
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nearly end of day 3 no binge and feeling very positive and i have to say.....keep it up everyone and dont let it bring u down!!!
The Lounge Funny/weird expressions/sayings by people you know! Sep 17 2007
10:02 (UTC)
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When something is funny but not funny enough to laugh me and my frends say "laughing"
Health & Support I dont know what to do... Sep 17 2007
09:21 (UTC)
hey do you binge and purge or just purge meals? message me x
Health & Support BEFORE YOU BINGE ... Sep 17 2007
09:14 (UTC)
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I had the WORST binge ever last night.....eurgh I hate myself and I hat ethe way people look at me on the street and think im happy with myself and give me dirty looks for stuff and just ahhhh!!! I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do I have to be this way with food?!?!?!?!?!?! I want to be normal!
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Sep 17 2007
08:36 (UTC)
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Skippy I know exactly how you feel- I spend so much energy through the day stressing and making decisiosn over food and hwen it gets to late at night I dont understand why I even bothered. Eurgh I had the worst binge last night and I jus ont even know why?!?!?!?!!?!?!?! I just want this awful awful habit to go away and never return and leave me alone so I can get along with my life!!!!!
Weight Loss What do you do to avoid the late night snacking urges??? Sep 12 2007
09:07 (UTC)
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I just try and drink tea or distract myself by watching tv or going on the computer or talking to people. normally though i dont feel at ease without having something so i just have  a couple of squares of chocolate or a hot chooclate-just something to satsify me!
Weight Loss The No-Binging Challenge!!! Sep 12 2007
09:07 (UTC)
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Im in!!! This is day 3 of no binging for me!!
Fitness How Many Calories Do You Burn At The Gym?? Sep 12 2007
09:06 (UTC)
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Probably around 400 I would say....How on earth do you burn so much sooji?!
Health & Support This goes out to all bingers Sep 10 2007
07:53 (UTC)
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God I can relate with you all so much-I feel so so so lost...all I wanna do is cry right now. I had a bad binge last night and when I came down this morning my mum was like "you ate alot last night didnt you" and it just makes it so much worse. I will be fine during the day and then when it comes to the evenings it just all goes down the drain.....

No one else knows about it and I hate the way my friends have a fit over like 2 chocoltae muffins when its like that would be an 1/8th of what I would normally have! Its my first day at work today and I dont want to go as I feel so ugly and I just wanna lie in bed and burst into tears..I feel so flipping obese and I just HATE myself.
Fitness Gasping For breath when i run Sep 07 2007
17:59 (UTC)
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i sometimes have the same problem...does anyone know the correct way to breathe whilst running?
Weight Loss plEASE dont laugh at my question =( Sep 07 2007
08:29 (UTC)
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Not a stupid question at all-I would love to know the answer as I ask myself that question a number of times throughout the day...
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Sep 06 2007
14:32 (UTC)
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omg dreamer i so know what u mean cos when in public im always recxovering from an awful binge so trying not to eat when i know as soon as i get home ill eat the whole house!! and when im binging alone it feels like the calories rnt actually going in cos no one can see!!! message me dreamer-i see ur 88 so i presume your around the same age as me? 18? we can help each other !
Health & Support ~~Bingers Anonymous~~ Sep 06 2007
09:03 (UTC)
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I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate what binging is doing to me!!!!!!!!!! The other day someone I met asked me if I hate healthily cos I had really good hair and skin and I said yes and I feel like im cheating everyone cos I dont-I binge a ridiculous amount. When I walk around I feel like an obese person walking around, I dont feel how I should. Why cant I just be normal?! I ask myself this every single day. Why. Why do I have to binge?!?! ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Lounge Phobias....there's one for everything, what's yours? Sep 05 2007
15:47 (UTC)
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