Posts by queenbee805

Wow u all wld be chatter boxes the 2 days I dont ge on here...LOL!!!!

So I just ate sum oatmeal & I'm stuffed!!!I had a late brkfst!!Tomorrow is my personal weigh in for myself and I'm hoping its a good #!!I have done great all weak!But 2nite my frnds and I r going out and I don't know if I should drink!If I do it will b like a shot or 2! No Beer! They are Nasty!( <-Hard liquor lady)Do u think I should hold off since I am weighing myself tomorrow! I'm going out tomorrow night as well so......?

qtpie_ash: that sucks! @ responding to the posts and then its all gone just like that! Thats happend to me all the time. i post while I'm @ wrk and 1time my boss wlkd in & I had 2 close it and I was just almost done responding. Oh the brkfst thing I got oatmeal pancake mix and made yummy pancakes!!There great!

akasharaine: ALmond brezze is awsome! My mom swears by it!! But to b honest! I love all of it! (soy,rice, almond milk!) Nething but Real milk!!!EWWWW. I use to drink it about 3yrs ago untill I read that book called "Skinny Bit**<---OMG Great book!Since then I gave up red meat!I gave up chicken for a couple months but that was hard....

bootser1: i love the Moti inspiration quote!!! Keep them cuming! I think we could all use a boost from them! Well at lest I can

iwilldoit2:That sucks @ your run. Where do you live??? I would be the same way if I had to run in heat! ughhh..Where I live (Santa Barbara,CA) I'm spoiled. The weather is great! Never really hot or never really cold!!!But at the same time, its a curse. Whn I move 1day(soon 2) Its going to be hard to adjust to really hot and really cold weather! LOL @ porn food<----

portlandstaten: Hope u feel better!!!umm burger king!Love the fries! But then I love fries almost ne where!!!ha ha ha ha Men=Evol!!!!!Can't live with them or without them!!!I'm so over them and the games they play! Sorry I dnt really have advice, I'm not doing so well in that dept! Getting over an ex and have anger towards all men right now!!!I'm staying away 4rm them 4 a while!Just gona focus on loosin weight and stuff!!!

skyeee: Welcome!!!

Okay so update on my man drama....So 4 those who know, on friday i was having a bad day with having to see the "ex" and all. 2 make a lng story short, I wrote him a letter to get out wht I wntd to say still 2 him. (Sometimes talking 2 him is like talking to a wall) @ how I still care for him and how I wntd to wrk things out if there was still sumthing there blah blah blah blah....Well I texted him later that night 2 times and he never texted/called bak till this day!!!! That showed me that he ovi dosent care or feel the same way I do. I poured my heart into that letter. Aftr thinking @ it, I thgt I wld be hurt @ him not responding to t/letter but as I really think @ it. That just showed me that HE REALLY DSNT CARE NEMORE! Why shld I? I'm just creating my own heartbreak dwelling on it! If he cant have me at my worst, then he sure don't deserve me at my best! And the man that really luvs u, wnt make u cry! If he does, hes not worth your tears. I think I'm finally at piece with the "brk up" (I feel like I have been set free) I just woke up today, and it feels different, u know....Today is going to b a good day!!!!!

bowman06: I would be mad!but I agree with the other girls as well, u should talk to him and tell him how u feel @ the pics. Its always best b/c wht if dosent know that it bothers you thn how r u suppose to get past it u know?

qtpie_ash: i agree with u on the family thing. I to tend to loose moti. whn I visit them. But my mom and I are always trying to loose weight so we are on the same track. I think with me I'm just comfortable with them and my older sis who has been skinny her whole life eats what ever she wants and is not into eating healthy. So everytime we go to her house for the holidays, she has all thisjunk food which is hard to resist. I think if u really put urself above them all as far as healthy goes, youll be okay! It will take awhile, but u can do it. I've started to, its hard but n the end, thats wht it is @ right. SO u got ur nose pierced?? I have had mine for like 3yrs! I think it hurt soooooo bad!!!!never again!!I've had my tongue b4 and I think that was alot less painfull then the nose!!

akasharaine: No worries! U have a life right? lol. But yea I am feeling much better! Thanks, I'm just gonna not let get to me and mess up my day/week/or anything. Hes not worth it. F*** him!I just wnt to loose weight and then show him wht he lost out on!!Oh the glory..can't wait! Yea i think alot of us didn't do 2 well either!!Oh well, dont cry over spilt milk, just keep on movin right!!!

bootser1: U r so great! U just help everyone on here don't you!!!!(he he he)That is so trueeeeeee.The critic thing! I'm learning to be a lil easier on myself though.

sorry this post is so long girlsssssss, I have alot to say......

Booster: Yea now that I think of it, it does feel good to finally squeeze my big ol booty in these pants I'm wearing. I was to focused on what happend earlier to "feel" good. I'm gona wrk my booty off and get in "shape" so next time I do see him, his jaw will drop, I'm about 10lbs away from how much I weighed when he met me. And then once I get past that, its gona get better and better. Then one day, whn he realizes what he lost and wnts me back, I'll be like, "sucks for you, see what you lost" LOL.... ha ha ha one day soon, one day. Thanks booster! How are things with you? U hard working mama???

caharmon2009 : I so know what you mean! I'm kinda on the same path of getting my body back and then putting it in "the ex's" face and b like, "you anit gettn any of this"...LOL. Hopefully soon we will be able to do that! It just gives me more motivation to workout and eat healthy!

Thanks girls for keeping it real! I’m usually a strong girl and not 1 of those girls that runs back and forth n a relationship. Just for the record, we never broke up and got back together. But the last 2-3mos we were together, things were bad and we wld have fights but we never broke up.  Oh and cutting him “loose” will be hard, He cosigned for  a car I bought  about a year ago and the only way I can get him off the loan is to refinance which I don’t have the $ to do, I already looked into it! It would cost me an exta $3k to my car debt! Plus since his name is on there 1st, the Regis every year gets sent 2 him not me! I have to go through him for my tags! I tried changing it at DMV and they told me the same thing. So I have to keep in contact with him at least once a year to get my car Regis/tags…

Booster: I know I’m trying to be strong but its so hard, I know if I binge this wknd, I will feel even more horrible @ me and “him” I think I’m just gonna take my  hurt pain and put it into my workout……use it in a good way not a bad way for myself.

akasharaine: I think I’m just lonely, scared, and my life sucks, When I look at the big pic I just wnt to run away . My BF who I thght I lvd  is seeing another girl, I cant afford my place on my own so I have a roommate from hell who is all in luv and brags about it EVERYDAY! I dnt want to here it, she knows I’m dealing with the ”ex” , all my frnds have kids and a man and their own thing going on and here I am just welting away my youth! Sigh, my BF lives in vegas who I dnt get to see but maybe 1ce or 2ice a yr! What do I have to look forward to? I’m having one of those days and seeing the hickey was the cherry to top it off!  But at least coming on here and chatting with you girlies makes me feel a lil better…

Hi Everyone

I have been busy these last few days but good news! So I weighed myself on sat morning and went down 5lbs!!! (thank you baby Jesus) ß But such sweet sorrow! , on sat night, me and the roomie had the munchies  &  wnt to jack n the box!(bad me) that was my cheat day. I gained a 2lbs f4eating it! (Sigh)Why do I do this to myself? All that hard work and put 2lbs on in a night! But oh well, my goal this week was to loose 3lbs by sat so now its gotta be  5lbs total to keep on track! I’m tring to loose 4lbs one week and then 3lbs the next, That’s the min. goal I set for myself and if I can stick to it I can reach a milestone (200) by Aug which is like around the corner.  I’m gonna try realy hard! Wish me luck!

So how does everyone feel about a weekly weigh in? I think it might help us stay n track if we know that we have to do a weigh in? It would 4 me. What do u girlies think?

madisonmagee: Welcome back!

Wow I dont feel so alone! LOL. the whole binge eating! So bad news girlies....I gave in and had a bad day yesterday was a binge day and after work I wnt to McD's and had a lrg fry, sm mc flurry, and 2 mc chickens!!!! OMG my stomach hurt so bad!!! but I kept eating tell it was gone! Why do we do that??? By the time i ate the fry and 2 mc chickens I was like "Im so gonna hate myself in like 10mins. Guess what, I did. Well at least my stomach did. I was just craving fries 4 almost 2wks and finally gave in. Did  u kno that a lrf fri has 500 cal!!!! I estimate that i ate like 16-1800 cals. I was gona weigh myself this morning but that wold of made me feel  even worse, so I'm sricking to my weigh in on sat. Fast food is the root to all evil 4 the body! I swear! I feel like i just filled my body up with Crap (ok I did) But man that feeling u get aftr eating that, I hate it!!!! So today&tomorrow I think I'm gona eat the bare minimum!!!  1/2 cup of oatmeal 4 brk fst  smll salad 4 lunch a 100 cal yogurt and a protein shake 4 dinner!

akasharaine: Thanks. I’m going to nip this in but b4 it gets out of control, I just thought that since I was courteous to others that they wld show me the same kind of respect. U know. Guess not, I guess U just have to spell it out when the writing is on the wall….for some people.

portlandstaten: Lucky you. LOL u were able to just move out. I need to get her out if things don’t go well…..but I will cross that bridge when I get to it. Sometimes I stress myself out by looking at the whole pic and its so overwhelming and then I loose control of what I’m trying to accomplish, so I break it down in parts to deal with.

muppetlips: Dam girly, you have had some exp with the roomy thing haven you? How do you deal with that? It’s so stressful and annoying and dram when there shouldn’t be drama…ughhhhh But yea your right, I need to “man up” and if she don’t like it, she can get the F out…right. LOL. Thanks for the push.

I’ll let al of you know the “talk” went…..tomorrow! I’m going to do it when I get home from the gym….

akela9:  Wow I read your posts and man, how do you deal with all that. U R A strong WOMAN! That’s all I can say, but like everyone else said in here, we don’t know him and all we can do is give you advice from out of the circle! But if that were me, I would of left a while ago, no person deserves to be treated like someone’s doormat. Here is a quote that makes me feel better when I’m feeling blu or down..

“Some say holding on is what makes you STRONG. But sometimes it takes much more strength to just LET GO and MOVE ON”

“U NEVER know how strong you r …….until being strong is the ONLY choice u have”

I believe that everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together”

Hi Girls

How was everyones weekend! Well as for me, things were great! Fri =was movie night for me and my roomie! Sat =we took pics and went out Dancing, Sun= went to my frnds bday party 4 her son! Its was nice! Oh and I'm talking to this guy I really like, we use to be friends  a couple yrs ago and we lost touch when I hooked up with "my ex" I get all giddy when he calls me, oh the butterflies! I cant wait to talk to him again!!

update: So I weighed myself  and I gained 1 pound.  I kinda cheated this weekend when i went out on sat night and at the bday party I went to, but hey todays a new day and it was only 1 pound right? It cld b worse. I wnt to try to loose 5lbs this week. Then that will put me at 249! I havent been 249 in like 2yrs! Isnt that sad? LOL To be excited to be at 249. I remember when i was like 230, I felt pretty good at that weight, I felt a lil more comfortable being a big girl...LOL... But when I get to 200's I am going to celebrate one way another.

But to be honest, once I really get this weight off and in better shape, i want to train for a marathon. I'm starting to understand the whole "runners high" thing and its addicting. I cant imagine how I wld feel if I ran a marathon! Thats one of my goals...One day Girls, One Day!!!

Booster: I SO agree with you on the relationship thing. I really like what you said! Its so true.

iwilldoit2: Hi there! Hows the treadmill going for ya?

staymotivated: I hear you on that, sometimes I get bored and want to eat too,I just try to stay busy so I dont think @ it. Thats all I really came up with, sorry.  

OMG Did you watch the biggest loser?  Helene WON! I so did not see that coming!

Update: So me being the scale freak that I am, I am proud to say that I did not weigh myself this morning! I'm going to try and wait til Friday! Which seems like wks away!

 bootser1: So are you starting a 2nd job? Wow that’s tuff. At least you got that mentality to do what it takes! Just don’t stretch yourself to thin! K

 phiggy88:  That’s so cool, your just in LA! Yea. Oh what South Central? Gangsta! LOL. My ex is from south central. I have never been their but I do like to go to LA to go Clubbing! I just went last month with 3 of my girls! It was so fun! Thanks, you think I have skills doing makeup girl? I just got this eye shadow palette of every color you can think of! I love makeup! Love to get dressed up and go out! I’m just girly like that!  You are so cute! I looked at your profile pic! You look thin girl! U carry your weight really well! I wish I did! But neways, Aima get it off soon so I anit worried though!

 dancinghotdogs89: Measuring yourself? Ughhhhhhh I don’t do it, I don’t want to know, I just go by the scale or my clothes. I did it out of curiosity one time and was OMG amI that big for real? That was an eye opener!

qtpie_ash: U WILL GO TOMRRW 2 T/Gym! No Excuses!! Plain and simple! K

K, I will ad you on my space! K

 akasharaine: U watched the whole thing! Lucky, I have only caught it a couple of times. (I don’t have cable) L But It looks so funny!

allydan: Yea I know being away that long to be on a show would be a financial  death for me! But I herd they pay you about $500 a wk for as long as you survive on the show! So that really made me think about it!

phiggy88: Welcome! This is a great Room. Youll Like it here. I am 23yrs old and started out at 289! Yikes! I am now 256lbs. So I feel you. Oh the 420 thang! LOL Me too, my exbofriend and I use to do that alot and I wld be the same way! I put on 40lbs when I was with him for 2yrs on top of being big! Scary.. so I know how that can effect your diet.I always seem to let myself go when I'm in relationships.

allydan: Nice to see you again! OMG Biggest Loser Fans! Yea! I' going for Tara too! She is Strong! I Luv her. I feel like that would be me if I were on the show! I get tear eyed at the end of the epidsodes too, I get what they are going through and feeling! I want it so bad I could just taste being "thin" and healthy" and happy and so on you know....I will get there when I get there. I cant wait!You look so hot in your Bikini! Go Girl !

Booster: OMG! LOL ! That is sooo true and funny!I'm to embarssed to tell my skinny friends about that pain! Being a big girl is painfull!!! I had a pair pants that I loved and they started to fall apart between the legs and had to let them go!So were in Cali are you?I'm about 1hr45min North of Los Angeles.

Does anyone know how to prevent it or to make "easier" to deal with when you are jogging? I am starting to do the treadmill but it can be painfull after the first 30mins! I actually tried wearing a biker shorts under my gym pants but they started to roll and wear uncomfortable. They started to roll and gave me a rash! What prevention? LOL. I dont want to give up the treadmill but yet dont want the pain. Any ideas? I heard the dedorant. Amia try that tonite when I go to the gym.

Hi Girls

So Once again I am poppin in!

OMG I feel so horrible TODAY! Last time I checked in, things were going so good! And now Ughhhhhhhhhh. 

Update: So this "friend" I was suppose to see last wknd, bailed on me! :( He didn't even call to say that he wasnt coming down!I'm so mad at him! Guys!!!!

Diet: I havent lost a freakn Pound for going on 3wks! I'm so mad at my body! WTF? I have been working out and eating right! The begining of this month I lost 10 lbs. I want to loose like 4lbs a week!  Well that hasnt  happend! I feel like giving up on the whole working out/ eating healthy! Today I havent had a lunchbreak and its 3.45pm and I'm so hungry! I dont get off till 5. I just want to go get fast food and skip the gym tonite and be a fatty and watch movies! :(

I went to the gym last night and concoured the TREADMILL. I stayed on for an Hour doing 3min intervals at 4.2 and 1 min rests and 30mins of weight Training. I was so proud of myself! Yea. I hate the treadmill (Eliptical Fan) and needed to change it up a lil bit.  I think I'm going threw a pleatu with my workout routine or something. But then after my WO, I went to visit mom's and stayed their longer then I thought I was and ending up eating at Jacks at 10.30 @ night! :( I know bad me, but I was so hungry! Put 2lbs on from that!!!

Now I gotta loose 2lbs again! Bad me! I just cant seem to get past 260 no matter how hard I try! Whats up!

Does anyone feel my pain?

OMG I'm so hungry I want to puke! I'm at that point right now! When you get so hungry you feel bloated and want to throw up. Yup thats me right now!Aima drink alot of water to hold me off till I can get out of work. Oh prey for meeeee

Having a bad dayand it dosent help when you are an emotional eater like me!

NE1 here a emoitional eater????

Okay so I watched Biggest loser a lil while ago from lst week (I missed it) And it kind of made me feel a lil better. It was inspiring with Sugar Ray <- Famous Boxer ! I feel a lil better. If I cant control other things in my life the one thing I can control is my weight right?  I haven’t gone to the gym all week and it’s already Thursday so I’m going to go tonight. I went on a 3hr hike last Saturday and my calves have been killing me all week! Today they feel normal, I would like to go hiking again this Saturday if I can get my friend to go again. She doesn’t work out at all (she is skinny & believes she doesn’t have to or want to) but I got her to go. The next day she told me she is so sore she can barley walk, every muscle in her legs were hurting. I think the gym is paying off bcuz last time I went, I felt the same way but only my calves hurt this time and we did better timing then t/last time we went. So A+ I guess??

qtpie_ash&bootser1:  Thanks for the support! I really need it right now.

(Hugs back)

So I am at work till 6pm (2Hrs to go) and I am sooooooooooooo Hungry! All I had today is oatmeal with some soy milk at 12pm. Oh and a cup of tea! I’m not taking a lunch today becuz I need to get my hrs in since the company has closed down early all this week and I need to try to get as close to 40hrs. All the food everyone’s talking about is making me even hungrier! I think I might have to go to subway after work. I literally have no food in my house and I haven’t gone food shopping and need to go tonight (got paid today)  so subway and then food shopping oh and then gym!

So good news ladies, I HAVE a roommate! Thank you Jesus! LOL She is so cool. We have a lot in common. Lauryn will be moving in at the end of March. No more stressing! Things are looking good. I’m so relieved. Now I can focus all my energy on my weight loss.

topeze: Good for you on the 22’s

unlimitedana:  You Fight the Plateau girl! Beat that booty!!! LOL I know I feel like I will be able to beat the emotional eating problem this time.  I tend to go for the usual Pasta and sweets! On Sunday I was a naughty girl and ate a lot of pasta since I was so stressed and gained 1lb but I lost it so now I’m back at square 1.. hehehe bad me

muppetlips: Hang in there girl, you are just having an off day!

scrletbgnias: Hey you know what’s a good veggie burger? I love those ones by Morningstar Farms® Tomato & Basil Pizza Burgers! You should try them!! Yummy! Sounds like you got a hell of a wknd planned Have Fun!!!

tlran4uk: I couldn’t quiet put my finger on it put that describes it. Fat and happy.. LOL tat is so true!  I mostly eat when I’m stressed or sad. But I’m trying to control the beast inside of me lol….

shapie: Roommate honeymoon mode..yup that describes it.  I’m just so glad to have help on the rent now. This is my 1st time having a roomie. I have always lived by myself or with a boyfriend, so this is gonna be a new experience for me.

qtpie_ash: That’s good, I know I think of that 2, kids…I have to loose the weight before I have some cuz it’s just not healthy to be big and have a baby. Maybe when the time is right, I will already be at my goal weight if not then I will be more encouraged to do so.. All in time right?

allydan: Good luck on the restaurant eating! Don’t 4get to be good.  All that hard work you put into you, don’t let it go dwn the drain Happy Tuesday or should I say Happy biggest loser night! Can’t wait to watch. Maybe you should watch it, it’s very inspiring for me and always gives me a boost and “yes I can” attitude.

Thanks for all the SUPPORT! I can sure use it right now. And this will be a GREAT POSITIVE distraction for me. I'm going to use all my extra time and energy at the gym and "work it out" LOL that’s how I take out my anger sometimes. I might be a big girl but I can sure workout pretty hard if I push myself. I’m going to hit the gym hard after work.

mladdy: Thanks for the advice. I know me to; it takes me a while to get my posting up since I'm at working and doing other things as well.

dalma: Good to see you on here still. Sounds like you have been doing well! Good for you! Wow you did 2 HRS of cardio! Dam Girl! I do a hr a day when I workout sometimes 1.30mis on a hard day of training! What do you do? I like the elliptical and the bike at the gym or try to go hiking.

fayny: I know this well be a good distraction for me. I'm going to come on here all the time and chat with you ladies!!!I can't believe how expensive it is to eat healthy, it’s ridiculous! And the US wonders why we have an obesity problem..hmmmm. not that hard to figure out. 

So does anyone watch that show THE BIGGEST LOSER? I love that show, its so motivating. It comes on NBC I think on Tues. 2nite is a 2 part show at 8pm and wed at 8pm! Can’t wait to watch it!

Hey is there any one from the santa barbara, ca area on here?