Posts by katej01

heya would love to join if that's ok hope its not too late:)!

Name: Kate

Age:18

Height: 5'5''

Start weight:126lbs

Goal (by New Year): 112lbs

1/12/08: Didn't weigh on the 1st but I know I was 126 a few days before- hope I've at least maintained- we'll soon see!

8/12/08

15/12/08

22/12/08

29/12/08

I think 14lbs in a month is a bit unrealistic but I'm going to try my best:-)

I can TOTALLY relate. I've been on diets all my life. My weight has yo-yoed from 112lbs-165-110-140-126 now. I've had every ED going over about 7 years. I binge uncontrollably and then try and starve mysedlf to compensate-I've always binged but it just seems to get worse and worse. I feel disgusted and ashamed almost every time I eat and I hate what I see in the mirror. I'm 18 now and I'm so scared I'm going to be like this for the rest of my life. No one has a clue because I'm so happy and bubbly on the outside but inside I feel so weak and broken and when your a healthy weight no one suspects you have any problems with food.

What I would say to you is that you don't want to let this ruin your life for another three years until you're 18 like me. I wish I had tackled the problem earlier- it seems like some of the best years of my life have been wasted. I'm working towards changing that now. Please talk to someone a friend/family member/doctor if you can it sounds like your depressed and may need some help with that. I'm sure you're a beautiful person on both the inside and out but I know you won't believe that so you need to confide in those you can trust to convince you. At only 15 your too young to cope with this by yourself (sorry if I sound a bit patronising I don't mean to its just I remember at that age how fragile I was).

I hope you can work towards getting better, if you'd like to talk please msg me.

All the best x

Age:18

Height: 5ft 5

Weight:126lbs

Goal weight: 112lbs

I've got a month to lose 14lbs- arggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gonna be a really crappy xmas!