Posts by sarahjayne9

I am one of these people you are talking about. I am not really offended, and even agree with you somewhat. I have never been overweight. I have struggled with eating disorders for years and am about 15 pounds underweight.

I realized a long time ago that there are more issues going on with me than weight, some of it is mental. I struggle with my thoughts on food and eating every single day. I am happy for you that you have never had to deal with it. If you truly believe that the problem is purely mental, than it is not fair to call us petty.

That being said, don't think I don't have real body issues. Being underweight can have just as many serious health problems as being overweight. I think a little more empathy and a little less judgement would be in line here.

I know exactly how you feel. I've been using this site for a while, but this is my first post as this thread really strikes a chord with me.

I've been struggling with disordered eating for over 4 years now, first anorexia, then bulimia. I actually gained weight pretty quickly coming back from anorexia and I freaked out and that sparked bulimia. At first it was only once a week or so after a big meal, and then it progressed to every day, sometimes multiple times a day. I've also tried to go back to restricting but it's extremely hard after you finally let yourself start eating again. Sometimes I'm surprised I ever had the control to do it in the first place.

I don't know why I do it anymore. I don't want to either. I know I'm damaging my body but it's soo hard to stop. It's routine and out of control all at the same time.

It truly is a slippery slope and extremely hard to stop. Please try to tell at least one close friend or family member. I know it's embarrassing, but you need to have someone to be accountable to.

To avoid purging I try to eat smaller meals more often through the day. If I feel too full, it's almost impossible to resist the temptation to purge. Also, identify and avoid your trigger foods. I won't keep ice cream in the house because I know I will binge/purge an entire 1/2 gallon in one sitting.

Try to eat meals either with other people or outside of your home. It's much harder for me to purge when other people are around. I know this can be difficult, I hate eating when other people are around as I feel they are all watching and judging me, but I try to do it anyways.

If you ever want someone to talk to about this, please feel free. I feel pretty alone with this most of the time. I know it's hard to find someone who understands what your dealing with.