Posts by swimchick_123

What happens when squirrels throw a party?

They spend the whole time deciding who has bigger and more delectable nuts...

My cat XD

saturday's good for me but what time?

lol yea. Good job though with getting the cals in!

eat dinner like usual, but then eat your favorite dessert =] Maybe make the dinner a bit higher calorie than usual though. dont try to eat the days calories in one sitting though

and hun, you aren't fat. Trust me. Youre a twig.

Original Post by thegreedygoose :

wow, this is the story of my life

1) a guy 'friend' told me i was a fat ugly fkn cow and when i said that i never wanted to see him again, he said 'well your not exactly has easy to miss'. which dosnt even make sense! i was so hurt i cried for ages...im pretty emotional

2)my grandma. saying to my mother when i was only 12 'my god, hasnt rafaella balloned out! immagine what she'll be like at 16!" well darling granny, im 16 now and now 92 motherfricken kg, and self loathing because of people like you.

3) lots of people 'you know, you are really pretty but your fat just ruins it'

4) my uncle. i was standing with my sister and he says 'ha! its like an elephant and  mouse!'

 

 

i hate myself.

i cant help but let these things get me down

 Wow, what jerks. Don't let it get you down, and don't hate yourself!! You're not a cow, or an elephant, or anything of the sort. They should know that. God, that makes me so mad that they would say things like that. Jerks. You're beautiful girl, don't let anyone make you think otherwise. 

I think it depends on the person, actually, so both fidget and you (mary-beth) are probably right. For example, my first panic attack lasted about 40 minutes, then subsided, then 10 minutes later flared up again just as powerful. However, in most cases, and when I say most i'm figuring maybe 95%, panic attacks can't harm you. Even after I had hyperventalated  for 15 minutes the tests showed that my body had enough oxygen. So you're both  right I think.

Good job hun!

Thanks everyone. I went to see my doctor and she said that she's only going to put me on meds if its REALLY effecting my life. My biggest fear is getting them in the middle of class at school; most of my classes consist of the teacher standing at the front of the room talking while we take notes, and its pretty near impossible to ask to go to the nurse at that time (don't ask why.) I just don't want to be sitting there freaking out while my classmates look at me like i'm the biggest freak in the world =/

Thanks for all your replies, they've helped. (although mary-beth's sort of freaked me out a little bit, i hope i don't get that bad. Thanks for being honest though.)

 my grandma is driving me insane...

Monty Are I

Sick Puppies

Disturbed

Three Days Grace

Three Doors Down

One Republic

Whoops thats six...and I have like 20 more. Oh well =]

Original Post by loriklorik :

9/11?... all i remember from that is how its been used over and over for political manipulation of America... weee

 Learn to be a bit more sensitive please. 9/11 was more than that, and should be remembered as more than that.

I don't remember much about 9/11 ( i was in 3rd grade) but I do remember my teacher freaking out and then my dad coming to pick us up from school right after it happened, and him freaking out too. I also remember watching videos of people jumping off the top floors of the buildings to avoid being burned or crushed to death...I can't imagine being in their shoes and their families' shoes. God bless them all.

thank you!

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Original Post by tincognito :

This might also sound weird but the thing I always do to make me go to sleep is I think up some characters and situations for them to be in. I'm a writer, so this might be easier for me than you. I play out scenes and situations for them to be in. I think this helps because I want to worry about the things going on in my life, but if I do that, then I can never go to sleep because I can change those things but can't do anything about it now that I'm supposed to be going to sleep. But if I imagine fictional lives, I can solve problems right there.

 I second that. Its what I use to get myself to sleep all the time.

What also might help is music. Have you tried that?