Posts by crzymonki0416

Hey! Im a 19 year old girl who has gone though the same thing down to spending almost 1000 dollars in one month on food. Finally Im on the up hill. You cant blame anyone, its the disease talking and controlling you. Bulimia and Anorexia is an addiction and a disease. I was dealing with mine since i was 14 it would be an occasional thing then my sr year in high school it elevated by my freshman year in college it was out of control. This is my second year of college and I finally admitted that i have this disease and finally am taking steps to get over it. THat is what you have to do .... admit that you have this problem. I never realized how much weight came off my shoulder when i did. THen i Admitted it to my family.( which btw back in june when i was my smallest at 120lb,which i was bones, made me eat or i would get kicked out. that was the worst thing in my life bc i was not ready to give it up yet)

One thing you can do is go to your family doctor after you admit it to yourself that you have this problem and try to get on an antidepressant. they actually help with anorxic and bulimic  suffers. I finally went on one last week and i notice a big difference. Also the medication that im on also helps you lose weight and helps so your not consumed by thinking about food 24/7. it has not gone away but it allows me to think about school instead of how im not in the gym.

as for me the binging is still something i think about BUT i feel like i can eat and not HAVE to do it. Lets jsut say it makes you feel different. This may sound silly to anyone who doesnt have this problem but last night i ate a piece of pizza and a salad and kept it down. it was a big thing for me.

Please feel free to contact me. I would love to help you though this ...maybe we can help each other.

btw my profile pic was right before my bulimia got out of control.