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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 14 2009 15:08 (UTC) |
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So far today: Breakfast - None (no time) Lunch - Vegetables, 1/2 HUGE chocolate rice cake, peanut brittle. |
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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 13 2009 16:18 (UTC) |
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So far: 3 rice cakes with honey, tsp nutella, celery sticks apple and honey small bowl muesli |
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| Games & Challenges | Return of the Questions Only Game | Jan 13 2009 16:01 (UTC) |
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Do you want it to be? |
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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 12 2009 20:05 (UTC) |
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Rice cakes with PB (about 4) Celery with PB/Nutella 5 mini mozarella balls Tofu and Veggies 3 squares crystallised ginger + a tiny mint chocolate Soy milk and honey drink (2 cups)
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 10 2009 16:11 (UTC) |
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(Shizzle my nizzle - Indeed, the craze began when William Shakespeare used the term in his first edition of 'Othello'..... it was later edited out to abridge the play in professional theatres.)
Zorro is the secret identity George W Bush undergoes when he visits children in hospitals..... Who invented iPods? |
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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 09 2009 22:06 (UTC) |
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B- Muesli L- Apple rice cakes with PB D - Tofu and homemade satay sauce Snacks: Dried fruit and peanut butter |
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| Weight Loss | 5'2 girls post xmas looking to loose 10lbs! | Jan 09 2009 17:44 (UTC) |
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I guess I'll weigh in too..... 51kg this morning (that's 112.5!!) 12 more to go!
dinner tonight is Tofu with homemade satay sauce! |
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| Health & Support | ED recoverers: post your worst ED memory | Jan 09 2009 16:39 (UTC) |
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A couple of months ago my ED thoughts were ringing so loudly in my head when I was out shopping alone in town, so I went to Boots and bought some sushi and something else, I think a flapjack, and I went to the library and sat in the corner.....and proceeded to stuff the lot in my face (without waiting to swallow the previous mouthfuls, I must have looked crazy...) barely chewing, before leaving immediately for the public loos to purge the lot back up.... Oh, and that morning I'd also had a WHOLE slab of green and blacks 70% (one of the large bars) (eaten in quite the same manner), so I'd been waiting to get rid of that for about 3 hours.....
I felt such a wreck.... |
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| Weight Loss | Find your twin on CC! | Jan 09 2009 14:48 (UTC) |
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Hey there! I'm DeM....18 years young, 114lbs, 5'2", small-medium frame..... goal weight 100! Good luck to all of youuuu! |
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 09 2009 09:41 (UTC) |
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Sparkley with a few shots of vodka XD who started the legwarmer craze?? |
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| Health & Support | ED recoverers: post your worst ED memory | Jan 09 2009 09:38 (UTC) |
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There were days I was afraid I wouldn;t live through the night as well....
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| Health & Support | I hate counting *cries* | Jan 08 2009 18:11 (UTC) |
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approx. 1400 - 1500 today
I'm truly freaked out by this number, mostly because I've been sitting about at home all day....... but to be honest it did all come from muesli....so nothing terrible |
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| Health & Support | I hate counting *cries* | Jan 08 2009 16:48 (UTC) |
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thanks honey....... I spoke to my T yesterday and she wants me to keep a diary again, so to record my food and behaviours.... I am back on my meds again (I was off them for a while bcause I couldn't get a prescription....) But I guess it's because I took the day off school today, so I was in an unstructured environment.... But thanks for the links.... I'll try my hardest to eat something more this evening :] x |
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| Health & Support | ED recoverers: post your worst ED memory | Jan 08 2009 15:55 (UTC) |
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Being so cold in the English classroom, and being small enough to fit between the slats in the radiator... Having a breakdown in my AS Level English exam...... I opened the paper and sat trembling, then sobbed profousley for about 30 minutes before I was asked if I wanted to leave... it was not only embarrassing but stressful...
Tottering 4 miles back home from school in high heels, feeling like my ankles could snap at any moment and my back hurting so much every part of me went numb. When walking with my friends I would go dizzy and ask them to slow down. Trying on a gorgeous pair of size 4 jeans in Topshop (us size 0?) and them being too big...
Getting out of the bath and immediately having to sit with my head between my legs because I'd go woozy and stop breathing. Feeling my organs just by passing my hand over my torso. And the worst..... ......reading what my girfriend said in a forum about how she feels she's losing me and how we're disconnected in our relationship... we were both underweight at that point...... (Oh god, don't cry DeM....) I don't want to go back at all.....not at all...... |
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| Foods | Favorite Food Survey to cure your boredum/curiosity; be Specific please! | Jan 08 2009 15:03 (UTC) |
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I've probably done this one before but oh well... Name/Nickname: G....... just the letter 'g' XD
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| Weight Loss | Measurements... from all sizes!!! | Jan 08 2009 11:55 (UTC) |
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18, 5'2",113 lbs and my mesurements are 32-25.5-33 =] (I'm a uk size 8-10, which I think in the US is like 3-4??) |
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 07 2009 20:13 (UTC) |
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Pennies and Lice =]
What is 'karma'? |
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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 07 2009 20:01 (UTC) |
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Cornflakes Muesli and dried fruit, Slimfast chocolate and peanut bar Innocent Thai Curry pot 2 tsp peanut butter, some crystallised ginger
(not sure if I'll have some more...) |
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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 06 2009 21:44 (UTC) |
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Bounce Ball - peanut protein Slab of gluten free christmas cake cornflakes and peanut butter oats and peanut butter cereal bar thing lots more peanut butter hmm
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 06 2009 11:40 (UTC) |
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A misspelling of 'marijuana' What is the meaning of 'breakfast'? |
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| Health & Support | Hating my weight; ...relapse? | Jan 06 2009 11:27 (UTC) |
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All of you guys are amazing. Thank you all so much for being here, and for your advice. |
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| Health & Support | Hating my weight; ...relapse? | Jan 05 2009 23:51 (UTC) |
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I'm scared my life will be ruled by the scales/calories in some way or another....
*cries*
this is so hard..... |
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| Health & Support | Hating my weight; ...relapse? | Jan 05 2009 23:20 (UTC) |
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thanks honey.... I really don't want to relapse.... Right now I think I'm hungry - even if it's 11.17pm..... I don't know if I should eat or not because it's the night.... but I've been asleep since 6.00 and woke up an hour ago (insomnia kicking in......)
Bloody hell I need to get myself into order! I sound really disordered! I guess I never really wrote it all out like this and seen how effed up my patterns are.... Thanks for the calorie advice too honey - I'm back at school tomorrow, so I'll have more of a routine to stick to! Once again, thank you so much for being here! I really, really, REALLY need to put myself back into order again!
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 05 2009 23:08 (UTC) |
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It's what astronauts ride in space XD Why is chocolate addictive to some people? |
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| Health & Support | Hating my weight; ...relapse? | Jan 05 2009 22:50 (UTC) |
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It sounds ridiculous. It's IS ridiculous......but my stupid ED and bouts of depression give me insomnia.... and so I stay up thinking 'need to eat; mustn't eat; hungry? Tired? Mustn't eat *goes and eats* .......' and then I think 'sh**..... I need to weigh myself...... mustn't weigh self.... need to...*goes outside*'
It's horrible.... especially since it's winter and I go out in my underwear......
My urges to binge/starve tend to be because I'm upset, or tired.... I can never tell if I'm truly hungry... and the rare occasions I am I don't want to feed it. This is what triggers my disordered eating patterns...... like, 'Oh, you didn't eat before, but you feel okay now..... perhaps you should eat now? *eats*..... Oh sh**, why did I do that? *proceeds to not eat when hunger comes.....'
How stupid =[ I just ate the tiniest bowl of porridge and peanut butter...... it's not even worth calling a bowl, it was about 4 tablespoons of oats and a lump of PB........ and I'm all nervous now that it's rocketed my calories sky high (still in ED mode over calories.....I've eaten about 1,300 today, the most I've eaten in a week....... =[ )
I hate these disordered thoughts. I'm seeing my therapist on wednesday.... but she's starting to move away from the eating issues to focus on the mood issues.....
Thank you for being here, lala.... you really are helpful |
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| Health & Support | Hating my weight; ...relapse? | Jan 05 2009 18:28 (UTC) |
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Haha I moan to my girlfriend all the time (she moans too, we both have eating issues....)
And then there are the moments where all I want to do is binge..... I never seem to stop being hungry, no matter what I eat. And yet I never do binge - I must have some control over eating...... perhaps I can use this to begin a proper, healthy routine.....? I swim quite often (well, I haven't done any in the past two weeks since depression hit...) but I plan to go this week - I usually go about two to three times a week, occasionally to the gym as well. I like swimming =] (even though I got scared by reading that it actually makes you GAIN weight..... but I figured it must be muscular weight....) Anyway, rant over....... thanks lala *hugs* |
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| Young Calorie Counters | Come to rant~!!!!!! | Jan 05 2009 18:10 (UTC) |
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argh I hate my disordered eating so freaking much! I mean, I seem to gain, gain, gain even though I eat really small things..... my T says it's because I probably eat more than I need to by picking at things but I counted my cals and they fluctuate, and quite low at that, and my stupid ED wants me to starve myself again, but this time I don't seem to be so good at the staving hunger thing because I'm so into recovery I feed myself when I get hungry.... and I freaking love food and eating......it's just watching the numbers on the scale and counting the cals in my head that drive me nuts!
I BLOODY HATE ANOREXIA *stamps on anorexia*
Oh, and I bloody hate the way I bloat after EVERYTHING I eat.... I'm obsessed with the little food baby I get. It's horrible, and it makes me so insecure =[ |
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 04 2009 22:17 (UTC) |
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He was the man who decided that ovens should be made from chrome
What is peanut butter made from? |
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| Foods | What did YOU eat today? | Jan 04 2009 20:54 (UTC) |
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Cornflakes 2 wheat free crispy bar things peanut butter vegetables a tin of chickpeas with chilli and soy sauce |
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| Games & Challenges | Wrong Answer Game | Jan 03 2009 23:06 (UTC) |
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Britney Spears' used chewing gum
What are Cadbury's Crunchy bars made from? |
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