Posts by jeneveir

Hey, is it too late to crash the party? I am 44 and I weigh 310 pds. I have struggled with weight since I went on birth control pills at 17. I took them a total of four months and have been messed up since. I went from 130 pds to 190 in those four short months. (Btw, I started taking them one week before I got married.) Then at 19 and 20, children came along and after the birth of my second son at 20, I had my tubes tied and I haven't been under 200 pds in over 24 years. I have went on diet after diet. I would lose 20 pds then the diet would just be so rigid that I couldn't stick with it and I would get off it, gain the 20 pds I lost plus an extra 10. Ergo, you can see why I am 310 pds now. I HATE being fat. I HATE not having the energy to do anything. I work in an office and I'm actually pretty good about not snacking a lot. Yet, I have days when the chocolate monster visits and it seems like I have to have chocolate or die. I just know I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this. So, can I join you guys? I'm open for suggestions on just about everything.