How can i be so distorted?
I miss the days without anorexia.
i also have the same measurements and feel like a cow every day. i don't know why... i'm pretty sure i have BDD and i'm recovering from several eating disorders... i want to get help too =( i hate this feeling especially knowing it's physically impossible for me to lose any more weight.
if anybody ever wants to talk drop me a line! *hugs* hope everybody gets help and gets better!
Hey Hollie,
Just sending you some hugs!
Hope you feel better soon.
Take care.
I think we have the fashion industry to blame! Seriously, here's my story...
I've been "right sized" all my lifed, until I moved to California and gained 45lbs. Three years ago, I lost the weight and got down to 125 lbs after a serious year of dieting and exercise (maintaining the weight for a year with poor eating habits led me to gain 10lbs back, so here I am again).
Being (now) 50lbs ligher, you'd think I'd be happier with my body image, but still, everytime I go to the clothing stores I get depressed. I try on pants and they give me those ugly cat whiskers, my thighs look huge around the tight pants, but if I get a larger size, then the waist fits all wrong.
Buying clothes is a nightmare for me as a result, and knowing that I'm now 125lbs and wear a size 0-4 depending, I know *in my head* that I'm just right-sized, but in the mirror and on shopping days, I too feel like a cow.
It has helped me tremendously to find a "personal shopper" - i.e. a friend that loves to shop and knows where to find the different styles, and what styles look good on me. I go straight to the dressing room (preferably w/o a mirror), she brings me clothes, I try them on and open the door, she says "yes" or "no" and goes back for something different. If she says "yes" I get to look in the 3-way mirror AND she writes down the style + goes off looking for other similar items!!!
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