Why do I feel like the fattest girl in the forum!?!

I recently read a forum post about thigh measurements and girls here my hieght, 5'9 had hip measurments of 34-36 inches. Mine are a whopping 38. I hate them. i came on here looking to find someone with similar stats and instead  I can't stop crying, I feel like all the girls my age are so thin. I"M SO FRCKING FAT!!! Instead of encouraging me, the posts here make me feel sick with myself. I think that i would rather just be dead sometimes. I used to model alot more and I wanted to return to it but my agent says i'm too fat and i just want to do what I love. God, why does everyone have to be so thin....i hate myself.....

ps sry for the vent

Honestly, sometimes I think people get too emotional about these things, when they're not really in the range worthy of being called "fat". There are people whose hips are so big they couldn't fit through the average doorway, you are not fat fat. If you feel you should lose weight, then lose weight. Nobody lost weight just talking about it.

hahaha...

No offence, but get a grip.
You make it sound like it's the most important thing in life. Take a step back and look at yourself, you have 38 inch hips and you feel as if you have to come on to the site and complain? Are you homeless? Did your family just die in an freak car accident? Do you have cancer?
All I'm saying is looks aren't the most important thing, so calm down. Try focusing on something actually important like the earth, helping people, being more healthy, or maybe you. The real you, not the hips.

Oh and, 38 inch hips isn't even big.

I would love 38'' hips, mine are 44 I believe... I don't particularly think I'm large (5'7'' weigh around 166 look in proportion etc) I just need to tone, and eat healthy. So if I'm not fat - You're not fat!!

 

However, I know it can feel like the end of the world when you realise something has changed without you knowing and when you have been something like a model it can hurt a lot. However you have just gotta deal with it. Do something about it!!

xx

geesh!

EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT.  Your agent is an ass, btw.  38 HIPS is not large at all. Some people are built to be tall and curvy...tall and thin... short and curvy and so on.  You shouldnt try and fit the cookie cutter image that your agent and that area of business wants.. thats just shallow.  Find what you feel comfortable in.

Im about 5ft6 .. currently 178lbs looking to be about 150

34-30-39(or 42) are the measurments. [right now im pear shaped.. but i morph into more of a hourglass once i lose weight.]  Well if i measure around the lower belly pouch thing.. then im like a 42 or something.  That damn mommy pooch is the devil xD

I LOVE my shape from the front.. its when i turn sideways you see my gut of all guts lol.I just want my stomache to go down a bit.  Some toning wouldnt hurt either.

Again.. moral of the story.  Stop watching TV and reading tabloids and trying to look like them.  Tell yourself youre hott how you are and strut your stuff  .. and BE HAPPY YOU CAN MODEL.  I was turned down about 5 years ago (13yrs) for modeling.. not cause of my weight.. cause i wasnt pretty lol.  and i happen to think im pretty decent looking.