Just saw ='(

This DISGUSTING picture of me. I recently went back to my old high school (I graduated in June of this year) and everyone was telling me how much weight I've lost and someone actually said that I looked like half of me before! I didn't know I was such a heifer!! Today I was tagged in a photo on facebook and looking at it and other pictures from those days (& even earlier this year) depresses me. I was honestly delusional. I seriously thought I was just a TAD overweight.

Did you guys ever delude yourselves into thinking you weren't overweight?

It might not seem so bad but considering what I thought I looked like in MY MIND. Its pretty devastating.

I think that we all at sometimes haven't realized just how heavy we are. Sometimes a picture, not fitting into a chair or being very uncomfortable in said chair, clothes suddenly not fitting helps us realize that we are indeed to heavy.

I've gained 20 or more pounds from June to now. My wake up call has been not being able to breathe well because of my excess weight. Some other health problems have suddenly surfaced. Reloosing the excess and continuing toward my goal of 140 will take care of those problems.

I've looked at your pic. What I saw is a lovely young lady who wasn't grossly overweight. From your pic on this page you certainly look smaller. Congratulations on your loss.

brn