MotivationModerators: Sheila, sun123, devilish_patsy, imlosingw8
so heres the deal.....i can not seem to get this right this time around. back on feb. 11th 2008 the day i gave birth to my now almost 5 year old daughter i weighed on at 285 lbs. finally in november of 2009 and at 250 i realized i could not keep uo with my lil one and i needed to do something about it so with the help of my little sister and serious life changing moments with Jillian Michaels on my dvd player by sept. 11 2010 i weighed 129lbs. i felt great!! i was in the best shape ever in my life. at the age if 15 i weighed 205lbs and couldnt walk down the block by 25 i was 129 lbs and running miles like nothing. Sept 11th 2010 was my wedding day. so of course everyone was saying how great I looked and blowing up my ego. All the time I was loosing the weight I was so afraid to eat the way I used to. Now I can't stop eating the way I always have. Between Sept 11th 2010 and today I have gained 30lbs I weighed in today July 13 2012 at 159 lbs. I have tried everything to get back the motivation I once had. I used to work out every day (granted I was unemployed and now i work full time) I used to eat only healthy foods and serious low carbs(knowing my body collects all carbs in my pouch) and now all I can do is work eat and sit on my getting fat a**. I'm so fed up with myself but I can't give up I'm to scared. Please someone help me figure out how to put my health and fitness back to a main priority!!!