Hate
Just sharing my hate.
Hate life
Hate my parents
Hate me
Hate everything
my latest journal:
http://caloriecount.about.com/users/mrsmatthe wgubler/431249.html
Sounds like somebody's got a case of the Mondays.
goozfraba...
I do believe you'd get your a** kicked sayin' somthin' like that.
serenity nowwwwwww
It's not just Monday, it's every day of my freakin life!! My parents hate me!!!
Original Post by mrsmatthewgubler:
It's not just Monday, it's every day of my freakin life!! My parents hate me!!!
They don't hate you. I promise.
I know you think this now, and you truly believe that you hate your parents. But trust me, you don't. 10 years from now, you will look back and realize that the things you said about them are just awful.
They do care. They love you. They don't hate you. Just try not to say things to them you will regret.
At the risk of being blasted over the internet, I might advise you to remember what you wrote in your about me. The part about having two loving parents. That drive you nuts. But they love you. Really. We all have bad days, bad weeks, hell I've been known to have an entire month of ranting and raving that I'm all alone and nobody in this world gives a damn.
Best advice? Get out. Go for a walk. Take a journal or a camera or a musical instrument or nothing at all. Stay gone until you can think about your problem without the anger swelling up and making you feel like you can't breathe. Then go home and tell your parents you love them. Tell your brother you are lucky to have someone that you can look up to.
That's the thing, I can't. I'm too respectful of them to say anything to them. I've only ever said "I hate you" once, and I was half asleep...
I keep all this anger inside, and I just can't take it anymore. That's why I make online profiles, so I can share it with other people and feel like I can actually say what's in my mind. I can't tell my parents anything without them coming back and bitching about me......
Can you go out for a walk?
Original Post by mrsmatthewgubler:
It's not just Monday, it's every day of my freakin life!! My parents hate me!!!
Oh well.
My mom once told me it's stupid to cry and that I was being a baby. I thought she hated me. In reality, she just wanted me to stop crying because she felt terrible and she was clueless how to comfort me, since there was nothing she could do.
Sometimes people fail and showing how they really feel.
So much on this planet to be grateful for to waste energy on hate.
Go help someone experience joy.
It'll ease you.
*round of applause for KG*
How true that is..
It's not good to keep the anger in, I think it's a good idea to make use of your journal this way, that way it will hopefully diffuse the anger a bit.
I like what jess said- grab your sketch pad and go outside. Find a quiet spot to create.
Does your brother still live at home? Maybe if you talk to him, he may have experienced the same frustrations and can relate. Maybe he can offer a sympathetic ear?
It will pass MrsMG.
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
Ok, some of you know me from previous topics, and ya'll know I tend to get fussy with that, but what I'm writing below is just an explanation, not fighting.
I can't go outside because 1)I have school and I'll get shot in the back with an airsoft gun if I don't keep to it [I don't know if that would actually happen] 2)I have drunks and sex offenders to my left and right, don't really want to go outside knowing that. And 3)I've got nowhere to go... So it's basically pointless to go outside.
qmwillcand, yes my brother still lives at home. But I know for a fact he's never been through this. He's the perfect child. He hardly ever gets in trouble. And when he does, it's cuz he didn't take the shot at the cat outside our house, or he slept in late. He graduated, so he's got nothing to be yelled at for, and he's mom and dad's little angel... >(
Original Post by mrsmatthewgubler:
And when he does, it's cuz he didn't take the shot at the cat outside our house,
oh jeezus
It sounds like you may be struggling with school a bit. Perhaps your parents are comparing you to your brother not out of spite, but in an attempt to motivate you by showing you what he has accomplished. It isn't the best approach, but I think it's easy for parents to make that mistake. Believe me, I have been there. I have 3 older sisters. It comes with being the youngest.
I don't think back talking to your parents will make them any more lenient toward you. Just try to keep a cool head and explain yourself without getting too upset. I bet they are willing to listen more than you give them credit.
Original Post by mrsmatthewgubler:
Just sharing my hate.
Hate life
Hate my parents
Hate me
Hate everything
my latest journal:
http://caloriecount.about.com/users/mrsmatthe wgubler/431249.html
don't worry. adolescence is a temporary, curable condition.
Original Post by pgeorgian:
Original Post by mrsmatthewgubler:
Just sharing my hate.
Hate life
Hate my parents
Hate me
Hate everything
my latest journal:
http://caloriecount.about.com/users/mrsmatthe wgubler/431249.html
don't worry. adolescence is a temporary, curable condition.
I was just about to add...you may want to keep these sort of posts in the young CCers forum. There will be more people that can relate and sympathize with you...which seems to be what you are looking for.
Original Post by randomv3:
It sounds like you may be struggling with school a bit. Perhaps your parents are comparing you to your brother not out of spite, but in an attempt to motivate you by showing you what he has accomplished. It isn't the best approach, but I think it's easy for parents to make that mistake. Believe me, I have been there. I have 3 older sisters. It comes with being the youngest.
I don't think back talking to your parents will make them any more lenient toward you. Just try to keep a cool head and explain yourself without getting too upset. I bet they are willing to listen more than you give them credit.
I am. I have ADD (or possibly ADHD), so I have a harder time focusing. I'm incredibly slow when it comes to school. You know everyone's getting off school? I'm still halfway through my year. I've got a whole'nother half of my school year. I'm that friggin slow.
I hate being the youngest..... XP
Heh. My dad thinks he knows everything. He won't listen unless he thinks it's right. Like the one time, we were watching Ferris B's Day Off, and the one guy did that dripping noise from flicking his cheek, and I was like "I used to be able to do that" (it'd been a long time since I'd done it and I forgot how to do it good) and my dad was just like, "Shut up! No you didn't!" And it wasn't in one of those joking voices. He was actually yelling at me.
(I don't even know if that fit it. I've got a lot of things I hold against them. Like my mom "accidentally" reading my email)
