You need to go to the hospital immediately. You are in severe danger of collapsing of heart failure at any moment. The minimum BMI to sustain life is 11. Yours is 10. Please seek help. This disease does not need to turn you into a statistic. You're brain is very malnourished and unable to think properly right now. I know that is hard to accept but it's the truth. Please put your life in the hands of professionals for now, because you risk death if you don't. P
Please have seine take you to the hospital. Tonight. Right now. If you don't have any way to get there, call 911 and get an ambulance. I don't want to scare you, but you are truly in danger of dying at any second right now. Your brain is not thinking properly. You should not even move if you can help it (you are NOT "being lazy!"). Statistically, you shouldn't be alive right now. I never comment on this forum anymore, but I'm honestly terrified for your life. You need to be in the hospital, being monitored and with IV support and tube feeding. I'm sorry, but you're way past the point of self recovery. Go to the hospital right now. Please.