Good Luck at the Club (conquoring shyness and rambling)
i just kinda feel like... talking?... sharing my luck this weekend?
now, to start off i'd like to mention that as far as it goes with my talking to people i dont know or that i find attractive it generally just...doesn't happen. i go to clubs with my friends and on occasion i'll dance with a guy and then i'll just..dance away with my friends, nothing serious. I have one of my best male friends who admittedly has a crush on me (i dont like him that way), and i've had two fairly bad relationships. i didn't think i'd bother being interested in a guy for a while..atleast untill i was done with school and all that junk... but i did something completly out of character at my best friends going away party...
we were dancing and she pointed out this REALLY attractive guy to me, he was with one of his friends and we moved over enoug for our groups to kind of merge. eventually me and him started dancing...annd we ended up hanging out the ENTIRE night. I have no idea where my Anxiety was that night, it just up and dissapeared. i got his number and his email, went home and added him on facebook and too MSN.. last night we were up till 4am on the phone (another strange thing because i hate talking on the phone.. i am a very quiet person), and now if i'm not working tommorow we're going to the movies!
I'm so excited, but i'm also TERRIFIED. i've been so anxious since sunday morning that my stomach is quite nauseous and i havn't been able to eat more then some toast today and drink water or juice. once i get used to him i'll be less neurotic, but i'm also so scared because i'm already falling for this dude that i've known 3 days! but i'm never going to get over my shyness unless i push through right?
i'm just confused and i hope everything goes fine. with my best friend without internet access for a while this month i have no one to ramble at ^^'...
Oooh that's exciting. Go for it and have fun. But make sure you eat properly - you want to look your best and have some energy don't you?
Sometimes you just gel with someone and you find things to talk about, others it just doesn't happen with. I'm a very shy person so when I meet someone that I can have a good chat with it means a lot. Just enjoy it for what it is and don't rush into anything.
sounds like a tun of fun. sometimes in the heat of the moment i lose all of my uncertainty and shyness and just go for what i want. sounds like that probably happened to you.
good luck.
You're going to do just fine hon. Just be yourself, maybe he's just as nervous as you are.
Thanks for the support ^_^
today i went downtown to see him and have an official "first date" i was a nervous wreck thismorning but maybe an hour into everything i felt fantastic!
we had a great day walking around and then we went and saw Transformers 2. I was quite sorry to leave and definatly am looking forward to seeing him again.
this from someone who as of friday morning had entirely written off relationships untill after school was done because relationships are stressfull XD
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