guilt trip anyone?
and yeah I'm the same way, I think today I got JUST over 1200, which is my goal, but I still feel guilty, and I even exercised. None of what I ate was unhealthy or even close to, so I don't know what my problem is. I'm really trying to stop it and change my thinking towards eating BUT it's a lot harder than it sounds...I'm absolutely obsessed with the numbers though.
so today i'm having one of those guilty days. I'm like going crazy about it because I know I ate too much today so i decided to exercise but I don't feel it worked. Tried to talk to my b/f about it but he felt that I was being silly so I found this place. I was just goin to write it in my journal but this place is better. I'm not sure what i should do about it. I think i gained weight lately but i don't want to check because scales freak me out. sooo confused someone help please.
-obsession
Back when I was really ED, everything I ate made me feel guilty, regardless of healthfulness. Only really low cal things I didn't feel guilty over. I think you need to remind yourself that you are feeding your body, and your body does need the food. You are not just dieting, you are providing nourishment and nutrients and vitamins and minerals for your body. You can cut down on some calories, but make it a goal to eat at least a certain amount, and give it time. After a while of reminding yourself, the guilt does go away somewhat. You have to give it time.
Ugh! So, I know I am a little late on this post but I am feeling pretty guilty today! Today I started off great! I actually got under the 200 lb mark so I was extrememly excited and then today at lunch the office ordered pizza for some one's birthday. I came prepared with my healthy choice lunch! I even ate it while everyone was eating pizza and was totally fine. Then everyone left and there was some left over and I gobbled down 2 peices! What is wrong with me? It's like I sabatoage myself! I guess we have bad days and I'm trying to stay in apositive mind frame but its hard sometimes! I'll just be sure to do some more exercising tonight to offset some of those calories!
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