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hello I am Sophia and I am 22 years old. I have been through a lot of weight losses and gains in my life, being about 65 kilos ( 143 lbs) until 16, - but believing I was GROSSLY fat, mainly because of my father who thinks women are pretty only when they are very thin-gaining a lot of weight from 16 to 18- I was 90 kilos( 198) on the last day of my last high school year -, then losing some of it- I was 71 kgs ( 156 lbs) when I was 20- and gaining some of it again during the past two years. I am now 80 kilos(176 lbs) and 1, 72 m ( 5 ft 7) and don't feel really comfortable with it. Truth is, I do not actually desire to be skinny, I do believe that a person can look good at a wide range of weights, I just don't enjoy being at the far end of the weights I consider attractive. I am currently going through a mild depression due to ah, love affairs and a very busy period at college, which is completely new and scary to me since I am generally a very happy person. This makes resisting temptation even harder.
I really want to lose weight because I am sure it will help me with my mood. I currently don't want to go out of the house because I don't feel good about the way I look.
Hey congrats on getting yourself motivated! sounds like we've been through a few of the same things. I never did go up and down in weight...just up :| but I've been through the depression and everything and I know how hard it is :) drop me a note if you want to chat :D
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