I have been struggling with an eating disorder ( or rather general disordered eating) since middle school. I remember never feeling like I was enough and taking pleasure in the way that I could control my caloric intake. I am sure that many people feel this way. However when I went to college I dropped from 105 to 90 and all of a sudden my "disordered eating" had become a threat to my life. SO now, I am getting better. I am 5'8 and trying to get to 110 ( I know i might want to go higher but right now that is a maneagble number) I am 105 now and am just reaching out for support.