hi ! i'm new and here's my story

i'm a recovering bulimic, have been bulimic for more than 10 years. i got medical treatment for it, but I've screwed up my body chemistry so much it doesn't know right from wrong. i went on the nutritionist diet plan and i started to gain even more weight  & quickly which frustrated me even more. i got completely discouraged! i'm just trying to find a way to get myself into a lifelong healthy lifestyle pattern! to make matters worse I'm getting married in october & i don't want to be the rolly polly that ruins my own wedding photos. this has taken over my entire life. i don't even want to think about having kids after i get married, because that is willingly making myself even bigger! i just really don't know what to do anymore......

Welcome to Calorie Count, hopefully, through the use of the tools and the support of our members we will be able to help you achieve your goals.

I haven't checked, but if you have not yet filled in your profile, I recommend you do so. Your profile lets members learn more about you and allows members with similar goals and interests find you. Your profile can be as detailed or as vague as you wish -- check out other members to get an idea (click on the member's picture or name in a post). To update your profile, click "Community" --> click "People" --> click "edit page" under your picture/avatar.

Please visit the Health and Support forums and join in with the ED recovery threads. 

Welcome again -- if you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask.

Coach_K

Volunteer Moderator