Hi, how ya doin?

I'm Terra, age 17, 5' 8" and 148 lbs. This is pretty healthy, they tell me. I came here to lose weight, and I'm staying here to make sure I don't lose it in the head. I would really like to be 135 lbs, but I don't really need to be. I'm pretty healthy where I am, and could actually gain 15 lbs and still be at a decent weight. It's purely psychological. Of course, I would probably feel much better if I got some exercise every once in a while, but as a teenager who is just as interested in the next episode of Supernatural as she is interested in getting the girls/boys, I never feel like I have time, or can never find my membership card, or just don't have the energy. I swear it's easier for me to get myself to theater auditions and make a fool of myself in front of my peers than it is for me to get my ass to the gym and make a fool of myself in front of absolutely nobody. And I can't get anybody to go to the gym with me, because they all have other things to do, but I don't really want to go alone. I feel kinda dumb.