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You do have a serious eating disorder if you feel like you are overweight at 93 pounds. This is underweight. And at 600 calories a day, your body and metabolism will eventually shut down on such little food if you continue this way. You are starving yourself. No female should go under 1200 calories a day to support the body and the organs and for growing teenagers, it should be significantly higher.

I suggest you talk to someone, anyone: a doctor, a parent, a family member, a friend, a teacher, anyone who can help you get on the right track and starting eating right again.

Please get yourself some help. Your health is very important.

I do the same thing, and i feel the same way. im 92lbs and 5ft2in. i restrict my diet constantly, i still feel like i could lose weight. my friends have just started to notice that i've lost 20lbs within 2 months. it was really bad a couple weeks ago, and then i decided that if i just healthier snacks all through out the day I'd be happier, I'd have small amounts of food, and i'm still at the same weight. I also finally told someone, it started on here, and then I told my boyfriend, and he checked up on what i ate for awhile. Its really tough to admit to yourself. My realizations came when my throat began to erode, and i have so many cavities from purging. I also never enjoyed food... there is no guilt free food, and I dont want to live not enjoying simple pleasures like food. so I'm trying to change. 

Im rambling now. 

but either way I know what your going through. but your beautiful as you are, and you should realize as I am realizing that there is more to life than food. We shouldn't have to waste our time and energy counting up calories (I'm still trying to eat more than 500 calories...and it's tough). there are better things to think about. 

thank you for opening up like, It's a bit of a relief that there someone else going through a similar situation. 

you are amazing, thank you very much. you are very right.

i wish you the best of luck getting healthy. <3

thank you as well elise_m

i am looking for a therapist, ;]

I have been feeling very guilty latley everytime i eat or munch on something. I'll see my friend with some cookies, and i know i want one and she offered but then i say no because i feel guilty. And when i do eat something bad i feel like a failure. -.-

I'm the opposite. I overeat... I try so hard not too, but I find myself always munching and if I do control myself I find that I just can't think about anything but wanting to munch! I wish I could stop those thoughts but I really can't find anything that will distract me.