My husband

I dont want to put tears in anyones eyes this afternoon. I have found this site about a year ago I guess and I was just trying to lose weight and did so very sucessfully. I gained it back but lost again. Now my loss is greater because in January the lord took my husband to be with him. He had a massive heart attack. My days have been so sad but I know he would want me to go on and live my life with happiness. He was filled with adventure and he would want me to have adventures each day like we did together. So I thought when days are lonely then I can just type and talk with others. I am almost at the weight I want to be which is about 125 but I may go lower. I need to lose about four more pounds and I know I will do this. My inspiration is my husband. So guess what? You are right LURLEEN IS BACK. Hi everyone

Hi!! It's nice to see you again!! I am sorry to hear about your husband. *HUGS*

Hi Lurleen. Sorry about your loss <3 I can't imagine how hard this must be. Wecome back to CC

Pleased to meet you Lurleen.  So sorry to hear about your loss. 

Lurleen, my deepest sympathy on your loss and welcome back to cc.

Lurleen,

Welcome to CC again.  You are so right that your husband would want you to move forward.

My condolences for your loss.  You will find this community so supportive.

Sheila

     Let us imagine that life is a river. Most people are clinging to the bank, afraid to let go and risk being carried along by the current of the river. When the pain of hanging on becomes greater than the fear of letting go, we let go and the river begins to carry us along safely. Once we are used to being in the flow of the river, we can begin to look ahead and guide our course. We choose which of the many branches of the river we prefer to follow, all the while still going with the flow. We can enjoy being here now, flowing with what is and at the same time, guide ourselves consciously toward our goals by taking full responsibility for creating our own lives.  

First, welcome back lurleen.  My deepest sympathies for your loss.  I can't imagine what that would be like. 

Second, strongman, thank you for that.  I needed that.

Kelly

Lurleen, it's so good to see you again.  You were one of the first people to welcome me when I first came here and your always cheerful and upbeat attitude helped me over some rough spots.

Now we can be here for you.  Welcome back my friend.

welcomeback. Sorry about your loss.

(((Lurleen))) so sorry! I can't imagine how difficult that must be.  I'm glad to see you back here though.  I remember us both coming here when CC was just getting started with the forums and stuff.  

you're right, lurleen, you have a lot of old friends here who are glad to see you again, and whenever you feel lonely, you can just come here and visit. i'm glad to hear you got back to your goal, and i know your hubby would be proud of all that you are doing on your own, now. you are a strong person, and deserve to enjoy life no matter what sad times you may have to go through. welcome back!

{{{{{{Lurleen}}}}}  I am so sorry to hear about your loss.  My hear goes out to  you.  There is nothing that I can say that will make you feel better.  Please know that I care about you.  I will lift you up in prayer.

With love, karen

lurleen, you have been missed. Glad you came back.

My deep sympathies for your loss... ((hugs))  I'm so sorry to hear that.

Thank you everyone you all are so sweet. I am glad that I can sit here in the evening and keep busy. I think what will help me is if I help someone else. I like to help others so that is my goal to be a friend when someone needs one. You all so TERRIFIC. Huggers to you all

Lurleen welcome back. 

I am so sorry for you recent loss.

I like your attitude in helping others.  I am sure you have a lot to offer so many of us new and old. 

Welcome back, Lurleen.

I'm sad to hear about your husband.  (((HUG)))

And I'm glad that you're here.  :oD

hey Hometown! I am soooo sorry to hear about your Husband.  We are all here for you anytime! you are in my thoughts and prayers!

I am happy to see you though :)

take care

Amy

    Girl you are so strong. You have my support and prayers

Hello Lurleen,

I ended up at this post from a link in your profile and I'd just like to offer you my sincerest condolences. You are one strong woman. I think this is a great place for you to channel any stress and pain you must be experiencing. After all..you need to take care of you right now.

I lost my son back in June, and only recently have I managed to pull my arse out of my rut and work on improving my quality of life. If you ever need anyone to talk or vent to, please do NOT hesitate to contact me. I may not have lost a husband but I certainly know about loss and grief and I know sometimes alll you need is some one to listen even if the words have been said 100 times over.

Take care chickie...