so im the new kid on the block

My name is Ida, I'm 26 married an not your normal girl. I've always had a weight prob .  So at 26 i'm changing my life so that i can finally look the way i've always wanted and do the things i've always wanted to do. I've got about 50lbs to lose. I've wanted to become a suicide girl for awhile now. so I guess you could say thats my goal when this is all said and done. I truly hope that I'm ready really ready for it this time and good luck to everyone reaching their goals!!!!!!!!!!!!!