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Hello everyone. I just recently joined this site and group. Im 16 years old, My name is Brittany and I live in the US. Ive suffered with body and food issues (mainly food issues), for alittle over 2 years. Ive currently got diagnosed with borderline anorexia. Ive been diagnosed with bipolar,depression,and other things in the past. Ive also been hospitlizied 3 times in the 3 previous years for cutting and depression...
Well,heres my story:
Im not like the normal,media "anorexic". My disorder doesnt contain the usual "Oh,Im fat. Thats why I starve thing." that people usually consider anorexics to be all about. Which they ARENT. MY disorder is all about how scary food is. Im currently 5'7'' and 97 lbs. Ive never went over 105 because my metabolism is so fast. Ive alsways been the skinny girl. Im just scared to death of food. Its poison, if you eat then youre weak. If youre average,healthy ..then youre weak. When I look around,I imagine what people eat and I imagine how weak they are.
But in reality I know how weak I am. How confused I am.
Im hopeing that while im here I'll be able to find out how to get healthier so if anyone would like to help me,I would reallly appreciate it! Message me for my email address or my MSN or Yahoo screen name, Im always up for a buddy! :D
Okay,sorry for that rant guys! Well anyways, i just wanted to come in and say Hello to everyone!
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