pls just hold my hand......

hi i have been here before but not for a long while now.....
i have been sick ten years and just got out of hospital again.......
i cant say to much right now...... im numb and needing this cycle to end.......
pls if i can just start to ease into this all........ i want to do this right this time..... slow , and steady...... i just feel like a small child coming out........
could just use a hug......
i love u all.
i know you understand...... i know that others are right where im at right now..... and i am greatful that im not alone.....i pray for all of us to make it though.

You know how it works, spek -- one day at a time

or sometimes just five minutes at a time...

~~have a hug~~~

Best of luck!! I could cite a couple of other cliche's here, but you know them all I'm sure...

But honestly, think of this as an opportunity to inspire all the other girls struggling out there that it is possible. That it CAN be okay. That you can make it through this struggle. You can do it. We believe in you. If you believe in yourself that is all that you need.

Hugs<3

Hugs upon hugs to you, Spek.

I'm so proud of you for wanting to get better.  It's so hard to fight the ED mindset, and just wanting to get better is proof that you're strong enough.

If there's anything I can do or say to help you as you begin this next leg of your journey, please let me know.  I'll keep you in my thoughts and in my prayers in the meantime.

*hugshugshugshugs*

It'll be okay spek. Just take it one day at a time. Stay strong. If theres anything I can do, please don't hesitate to ask me!

*hugs*

thank u heaps....... my mum is going away today for the week = hard!!!!

i struggle being alone with the ed voice:(

don't listen to that ED voice!!! All it wants to do is kill you and hurt your family. Don't listen to it.

Edit: If you need anyone to talk to, or just vent on, my aim is flagfiend and my email is Flagfiend@aol.com. Don't hesitate to drop me a message!

I'll hold your hand!!

You should be so proud of yourself for making it through this and choosing to recover, you can do it this time. Like everyone said, one step at a time, day by day, and sometimes minute by minute. You are stronger than this disease. You've been fighting this for so long and you deserve to get past it and be happy. You will enjoy life again, I promise!

And you are definitely not alone, even if your mom leaves for a week you have all of us here to talk to anytime you need it. Please message me if you ever need to talk. Hang in there!

Spek,

I don't know much about your side of eating disorders so I look forward to learning from you when you are up to it.  Thanks for showing up :)

Take care for now & big hugs to you.

Beth

Awh Spek *hugs*

You CAN do it. You can recover, & you know you'll always have support from us here =]

thank you all!!!!

im having a better day today..... trying to just live and look after myself!

Trying to just live and look after ourselves is what we all need to try to do.  Here is my hand if you still need it.  I am struggling now too with the death of a loved one and could use a hand to hold too.  Be strong and be good to yourself.

im struggling today...... i dont feel like im getting anywhere i dont want another yr to slip pass... its been to long:(

i need to start being more active in my reocvery it think?

we're here for you spek.  you can do this.  we know you can. 

thank u betty...... im so alone in all this.... i m hurting u know , yes u guys do i know.sorry sometimes u think ur the only one:(

the dark places are scary. i don't know about eating disorders, but i have been through some dark places, just know that you are not alone, there is a world of people out there who care about you