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The Lounge therapist ... May 15 2013
17:52 (UTC)
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Yeah like i feel totally open to tell my therapist anything but every time i tell a professional it always gets me in trouble! Iv already been to the behavior center already ! And now my moms mad because ill tell my therapist things but not her . Now shes mad. But im actually glad im gonna go to the center because i wont have so much stress and ill be safe . So i guess ill be there :/ ..... Sigh but yeah im glad im going . Sounds weird doesn't it ?
The Lounge therapist ... May 15 2013
17:38 (UTC)
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Thanks... I got so much out when i went but maybe a little too much! She sending me to a behavioral center because i told her how i really felt at the moment . But i guess its all for the best. But other than i really like her shes really really nice !!! She said i have a major anxiety disorder and thats why i was so scared to see her and thought she wouldnt like me . Well thank you for all the advice im so glad im going there !!
The Lounge therapist ... May 15 2013
13:04 (UTC)
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Yeah thanks, im soooo excited to see her ! I just hope she likes me . Fingers crossed i see her in 2 hours !!
Foods what are you craving? May 09 2013
11:47 (UTC)
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A big giant snickers bar !
Foods Survey: what food is irresistible to you? May 09 2013
11:47 (UTC)
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Twizzlers !! They are so addicting !
Health & Support I should have listen to you all Feb 20 2013
11:06 (UTC)
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Omg wow same here !!! I feel selfish for thinking that but i want to be the sickest one , that would make me feel skinnier l
Health & Support I should have listen to you all Feb 20 2013
01:02 (UTC)
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Yeah but shes probably way smaller than me anyways .... But i will be aware of that. I feel like its a competition between me and my friends except they don't have eating problems, i just feel like i have to be skinnier than them . I feel bad about it
Health & Support I should have listen to you all Feb 18 2013
21:09 (UTC)
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Hey christina , i would love to be your friend ! Haha :) i dont know anyone in person that has an ED :/ i think it woul be cool to have have someone to talk to that understands. Im afraid that a therapist or someone like that would think im stupid and would t understand what im saying.
Health & Support I should have listen to you all Feb 17 2013
00:04 (UTC)
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Seems scary to think about but i wanna get help more than ever !!! :) i dont remember the last time i felt " free" of this ! Yeah i can do it
Health & Support I should have listen to you all Feb 15 2013
20:48 (UTC)
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Yeah i agree, ED's do kill your confidence ! But if and when i do get help from say a councelor or therapist , like will they find out why I got all this in the first place or will then just tell me everything i already know and tell me to eat ??? Im not sure
Health & Support I should have listen to you all Feb 15 2013
11:43 (UTC)
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Thanks you guys for giving me some advice. You know iv been really giving it some had thoughts on telling this one councelor at my school , and i know the reason i havent actually gone to tell her is because i keep making excuses for myself like ohh i am not that bad off or she will tell my parents and they wont fin me help or take it seriously . I guess thats all stupid because in the back of my mind im not that good off. I should have to live everyday non stop thinking about all this !!!! And im ready for it to stop !! Im scared beyond belief about gaining the weight (since im at a good weight) and the thoughts and the guilt (if i could just get rid of these then id be working on getting better already). But i have acknowledge my problem and yall are right now i guess i have stop being a big baby and telling someone ! It just feels like im gonna give away the thing that comforts me most. Anyone else feel that way ??? Well i guess i can do it ..... Wish me luck . Btw no im not having post concussion symptoms except i do get headaches quite for often then i should and my doctor prescribed me some ametryptaline ( they told me to take two a night but i secretly have been taking three because i hate getting all these headaches !!
The Lounge Physical abuse vs Spanking Dec 19 2012
02:54 (UTC)
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Yeah i dont know why my post came up a few times , my bad . But that does make sense ( the whole frequency thing) . And apperently when i ran away my mom called the police and they placed me in their files And now i think my mom said something about us having to go somewhere so the police can figure out why i ran away . Im scared !! Idk all of my reasons for running away but i know my dad had a lot to do with it ..... I wanna tell the police what my dad has done , im tired of holding it all in and maybe thats what caused my eating disorder idk . But i am just making sure that im not just over reacting
The Lounge Physical abuse vs Spanking Dec 19 2012
02:30 (UTC)
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Are you sure ? Even if he doesn't do it that much anymore ?
The Lounge Physical abuse vs Spanking Dec 19 2012
02:09 (UTC)
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Yeah that makes sense.... But say like when you were younger your dad used to give you what he called "spankings" over the smallest reasons and along with those spankings he would put his hands around my neck and he would push me around . He did it a lot when i was younger and now that im 17 he doesnt do it really . But for instance when he does get mad at me it scares me a lot and the day before yesterday he got mad because i said something rude and he grabbed my face and my arms and just kept shaking me and he was yelling and sent me to my room . I then climbed out my window and ran away . I was gone for 6 hours and it was a cold rainy night . Came back around 11pm . I just cant get it all out of my head and im scared to go near him !!!!
The Lounge What do YOU find in YOUR stocking .... Dec 12 2012
19:27 (UTC)
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Okay well my dad is definitely the handy man type !! The only thing is is that he has a ton of tools and so idk which kind he likes , whats or needs .

Thats a good idea, i should put some coal in my brothers hahaha. He'd get mad though

I get Chapstick every now and then. When i do its always the holiday scented ones lol . I like the peppermint :D
The Lounge What do YOU find in YOUR stocking .... Dec 12 2012
02:09 (UTC)
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I also have to fill me parents stockings . My mom always hangs hers and my dads stockings up but never fills them up . So i told her i will fill them for her :) I have absolutely no idea what they would want !
The Lounge What do YOU find in YOUR stocking .... Dec 12 2012
02:07 (UTC)
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Awe I love Bugs Bunny and I couldn't ever keep a porcelain doll because it would always break . But 2 years ago when my grandma died, she had a porcelain doll that she had in her room so my mom gave it to me . I will absolutely not be breaking this one and I still have in my closet on the top shelf ! Lol

Oh donuthole that seems like a really fun idea !!! You should tell me what you get :) and you also game me a good idea , to get some nick nacks from the dollar store. My brother is still young enough not to care about the price, as long as its something boyish.
The Lounge What do YOU find in YOUR stocking .... Dec 11 2012
21:11 (UTC)
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Kevin- well i hope your a girl then if your wearing stockings ;)

Are skull candy headphones worth paying for ?
The Lounge What do YOU find in YOUR stocking .... Dec 11 2012
19:50 (UTC)
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Aahhh the lottery tickets , yeah my grandma puts those in all of the adult stockings . Haha we usually only win like $1-$5 . They are just the cheap ole 711 ones . But they add up :) wish i was old enough to get em !!lol
The Lounge What do YOU find in YOUR stocking .... Dec 11 2012
19:48 (UTC)
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Well my brother is 10 years old . He has in interest in things like legos, electronics VIDEO GAMES , and Nerf. Typical boy toys. Lol He also likes candy !

I mean I would love to get him a DVD or a game but those can be pretty expensive ( or at least the ones that he likes... Black ops, Assassins Creed, etc).

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