i aim to be 6 and a half stone but its not really working.

update:

i got to 6 stone and my annoying friend told my teacher even though i promised i would stop if she didnt tell. she just did it out of spite even though she is just a hypocrite. and now im really fat and i look stupid in whatever i wear and she expects me to be happy listening to her moan about how "fat" she is.  now im very heavy. and i have to wear a jumper in p.e. (in the summer as well) so no one will laugh at me cos i look like a pillock.

and my mum says im too fat now. and she wants me to be skinny even though its her fault for giving me FOUR bloody meals a day and telling me off for saying i didnt want to be fat.

ah well. life goes on. ill just get liposuction. or when i move out i'll go on a diet again and go back to how i was and be as happy as can be.