I am currently experiencing the greatest pain that anyone can ever experience in ones life. In Oct I lost my oldest son Milo. He along with his brother and sister are my life. There is this huge void within me and it is a void that struggles to heal. My Milo is everywhere still, what I look at I see Milo , What I feel I see Milo , When I sleep I see Milo.When I'm awake I MISS MILO. During this time my daughter and son and my grandchildren have kept me going. My sister which has become my life line can not even imagine how important she is to me.