Hi! I am 27(now 30) years old and have been struggling with weight loss for 10 years or more. I slowly gained and gained after I stopped being so athletic in high school. The gaining continued through college until I was told by a doctor that I didn't need to gain anymore weight and given reading material. I was so embarrassed that I started Weight Watcher. I lost 50+ and got married. Now four year (almost five) after my wedding I have gained the 50lbs back plus about 20lb more. I am now heavier than I have ever been. The thing is that the more I seem to try to loose weight the more cravings I have and the more I gain. I know I can't do it alone. That is why I am here. This was written when I joined. See journals for updated information.