I am seventeen, and this is the story of my life these past four-five months.

I started my weight around 140 late December. In which I had lost a friend to an overdose of drugs that month.

So, I decided to get slim for summer.

I started working out and limiting my calories.

I got to the point where I was around 134.

Found out that I have a mild case of scoliosis.

I tried cutting out ALL animal products. (I have already been a vegetarian for two years, but, I started getting strict and cutting out things like gum and cheese.)

Then, I lost my period. Creating a pregnancy scare.

My weight started to rise again. I stopped working out.

I have not had my period in four months.

I, then, was diagnosed with small traces of anemia, skyrocketing potassium levels, and anxiety.

Then, my friend committed suicide.

My weight jumped up more.

Now I am back to 140, 5'8, and SUPPOSEDLY I have around 12-13 % body fat.

Start: 140lbs

Now:140lbs

Goal:130 lbs

At every two lbs I am going to treat myself with something.

Not food, but something to boost my confidence even more.

(Confidences level=0%)

I am a vegetarian.