I am a 34 year old mother of three wonderful children one is a fifteen boy and two are twins girls and a thirteen year old step-son. I married young and divorced by 26, after losing hope in ever finding a partner I met my wonderful husband 7 years ago and we married in 2003. I am a full time nursing student and will hopefully graduate in 2009. I have always struggled to be slim, I have never been skinny, and after my son was born and the relationship went south my emotional eating took over. then I struggled with the yo-yo for years lose ten gain twenty. then came twins WOW now I was eating for three...YEAH....but when they came the weight stayed and so did the depression. but now I find myself in such a great place emotionally but my anger towards my lack of motivation seems to have speared a new set of emotions. So my goal is to lose at least a hundred pounds and be able to have the intimate relationship with my husband that we deserve.