Where do I start?  I needed a change in my life. I was looking at pictures of Halloween night 08 and I didn't like what I saw.  My boyfriend says I am fine the way I am, but I know that I can not stay like this forever.  I am going through a lot right now for others, so I am doing something for myself now and taking care of business.

I want to be able to run with out  wanting to stop like  5 seconds after starting.  I want to be able to wear skinny jeans with out making my hips look bigger than they are. I want to buy clothes that I like rather than what fits me.