I now have alot of weight to loose.  There have been 2 prior times in my life that I have lost a significant amount of weight.  Once when I was 15 I lost over 80 pounds, second when I was 19 I lost 60 lbs, and maybe would have tried to keep it off.  I was extremely active, I walked and jogged everyday, I was doing exercise everyday, I was eating well, and then I got pregnant with my daughter, and I gained over 100 lbs.  I know its disgusting.  I have lost about 15, 20 lbs after I had my daughter, (aside from the baby weight that I lost.  I was down to like 216 I believe at one point, I may be wrong.  Sorry, I can't really remember.  And, then I somehow shot back up to 248.  I didn't own a scale, and I had NO idea the damage that I was causing!!! lol j/k.  When I got on the scale, and saw 248lbs, it was like disgust, anguish, hatred, sadness,pity, if you can even feel those for yourself, was ripped out of me and put into focus.  I realized, that I had NEVER been this big in my entire life, and I was not going to stand for it anymore.  See, the problem with me, is that when you look at me, you can't figure out where the weight is.  I do not look like someone that is 248lbs.  When I tell people that I know that I want to loose like 125lbs or more they look at me cockeyed.  They say to me, "you can't possibly loose that much weight, you can't be over 200 lbs.  Au contrere, yes I am 50 lbs over 200 lbs.  I don't know why, but I do not look like I am over 180 lbs, really, and I am only 5'5 don't know,  I am extremely muscular, but I doubt that much is significant.  Oh well, anyway,  Thats pretty much it about me.   I am on my final quest to loose this weight, and change my life forever, because I definitely do not want to be 250 lbs and counting the rest of my life.