Not much to say... As a little girl I was thin and gangly, did ballet and gymnastics and karate, loved swimming... then puberty got me and I got fat.

I want to run and dance and wear bathing suits without an ounce of discomfort. I want to live a long life, be sexy for my boyfriend (and myself!), be a MILF someday, and basically stay youthful throughout my life. It's hard to be playful and fun while lugging  50-60 lbs around. 

3/24/09- I've decided my first goal weight will be 150lbs by mid-summer. I'll think about the rest when I get there, because I can't imagine getting lower than 140lbs... Last time I was that small I was 13.

5/26/09- I'm almost to 150, so I'm starting to really think about how much I want to lose... 125 has been sounding like a good number. Hopefully I get out of this plateau I've been on...

8/26/09- I hit 145 today, it took sooooo long to get here, but I'm speeding up now. I'm starting to worry that I won't  be able to see this all the way though. However, I want to be healthy and happy, so I'll find a way.

10/20/09 - What a rough couple of months it has been. I'm still at 145, but I've got a healthier attitude. I'm eating 1500 and losing little by little. (in september I started eating 1000 and plateaued because I was being ridiculous.)