Well my name is acutally Jessica, i found this website because i wanted to start a new chapter in my life..i thought grade 9 this is gunna be the big year where everyone says wow...well they deffinitly started saying that. i cut out bad foods from my diet [ pop,chips,chocolate bars,pastries etc etc] and i lost 10 lbs within 2 months i was amazing. it was awesome so at 125 i was proud people commented on how good i was looking ... and thats what i strive for..when people compliment me on how i look..because i dont see it. i wanted my boyfriends hockey friends to go o  jessica looks hot..instead of ew how can u even kiss her. so i was like hmm 5 more lbs couldnt hurt.. mabe people would compiment me  more....and thats how it started 5 months later ..im here unhappy yet again...i eat an average 425-450 calories aday, i hardly have energy to do p.e  im 5 foot 6 and a half and i weigh 92 lbs. i know this is bad and i shouldnt worry about it so much..but i cant help it its become a habit to count every calorie and know whats going in my body before i put it in...luckily the only foods i put into my body is extremly good for me..so i missed 3 or 4 periods and my mom got worried..she took me to the doctors and she asked me some questions...then we did the regular weight and height and then she told me i was at minimum a lot lbs under weight and that she was making an appointment with the ED clinic...so im really mad about that beacuse well i dont have an ed .. its just a habit to not eat that much i dont get hungry anymore ...i had to get a blood test and a heart rate thing to..i guess what im saying is im just a average 15 year old girl..that just wants to feel pretty..