i strive to be the skinniest girl in the room who can somehow eat more big macs and drink more beers than the boys. and oh boy, did that backfire. first stop, gained to about 135 lbs. second stop, anorexia. one glance of that "terribly unflattering photo (but you cant help but comparing yourself and end up disgusted by looking at it)"...a month and a half later about 103 lbs. got myself under controll, went away to college and completely lost it. love to eat vegitarian and vegan when i am able to, but because of circumstance, im living out of my element with no healthfood stores in sight. last stop, binge eating. lose track of time, my hunger, feelings, and physical pain. eat to the point of tears. im here to get myself under controll and stop letting food ruin my life. i want to eat healthy and lose weight, not starve and binge. get me out of this cycle and back into my skinny jeans!