I have never really tried to lose weight, for the simple fact that it takes over your life and i never wanted to be the person who counts calories.  I know, that i am overweight, and that I need to lose weight.  I know that once i do I won't be frustrated all the time at the clothes i cannot wear.  I'm doing this only partially for myself. i'm also doing it for my sister, so that she has someone to do it with and someone to join in the complaints of hunger.

It's now taking over my life, but there is not much i can do.  i'm in it for the long haul now.

I miss food.