Happily married...gained some weight since we've been together :)  He's trying to gain muscle and I'm trying to lose fat.  I have always somewhat struggled with my weight.  I've never looked as big as I am.  I'm a little taller and have always been able to pull off my weight.  However now I just can't stand how big I am.  I don't look horrible or anything, I'm just bigger than ever before and it depresses the heck out of me.  I'm just tired of always thinking about my weight.  I told myself "Quit bitching and do something about it!"...so I did :)