I'm 5 foot 3-4 inches, measurements (of late) 32-25.5-33, my BMI is around 20, I weigh approx. 115. As you can see, I'm not too concerned with my weight, being here just reminds me to be conscious of what I eat. Being 17 and hanging around with boys all day means that I used to just eat whatever was there whether I was hungry or not. Awful. I've lost a little weight by paying attention which is good, I'd love to be boney and frail-looking but I know how unhealthy it is so...*sigh*...I guess I'll just have to deal with curves. Seriously though? I just keep it in mind that I should only eat if I'm hungry and if I have 'bad days' I don't feel bad about them because really...like a cupcake is really going to ruin my life!:D

So, anyway, I'm bigendered! Yay! For all of you who don't know what that means, I'll tell you that it's like having a split personality only my 'other side' is a boy. It kind of sucks sometimes because of my shape it's really hard to pass for a boy when I want to be one. It switches back and forth, usually every week or so...talking about it so blatantly makes me feel absolutely crazy but it's really real. When I'm in boy mode I feel transgendered and I absolutely hate it but at the same time, I love to embrace my masculine side. I don't think I'd ever consider myself 'butch' you see, I can't throw a football to save my life, I may be a little rough around the edges and I can look sort of boyish sometimes but Gabriel (boy-me) is just about as gay as it gets and he enjoys all the things that girl-me does. Okay...sounding crazy, so moving on.

I'm training to become a pastry-chef, and I'm going to be attending the Art Institute of Vancouver next year for their baking and pastry-arts program. Today I made chocolate cake with ganache frosting and strawberries. It's for my chiropractor. :) Cake is my one true weakness but I can make one and only have just a little bit from the shaved part...to test the moisture, of course!

Um...yes. So...that's me! Cake loving, 17 year-old psychological-hermaphrodite from Canada! Leave me messages, eh? I love them! :D