I can't say that I have been heavy my whole life... I was skinny minny until i reached puberty around 8th or 9th grade... and then BOOM, here comes the weight! I like to think of myself as a independent person, and it kills me to think that my weight is the ONE thing that is in CONTROL of me. Atleast that is the way I feel. I would feel OH-SO accomplished if I could tackle this ONE thing that has taken over me..

I have always had the mind frame that "i will aways be fat" "nothings going to change" and I am here to prove myself wrong.. hopefully. I'd like to think of myself as an accomplished person.. and this i hope i can add to my list. I don't think that I am WAY over weight.. but I am VERY self conscious about myself and would be oh-so much happier looking in the mirror and saying "hey I look pretty good!!!" instead of changing 7 or 8 different shirts because I think it emphasizes my love handles.

My boyfriend calls me crazy.. but I just would like to be at the point where I feel comfortable in my own skin.. no matter what anyone else says.

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