sorry to go on

after long discussons my theapist has told me , that hospital is not the place for me to recover, she thinks ill be able to do it at home , her view is that hospital is not the best place for anyone to recover, the unit where she is based the patients dont seem to be in there to recover , they almost live in hospital with there anorexia, alot of them in for months and then returning. why dont i feel strong enough to , ive got no life no friends due to the length of my illness , how the hell am i supposed to turn this around ?

dekkos, sweets... The BMI cut off for a clinical diagnosis of anorexia nervosa is 17.5 - you fit it. From a physical perspective, you already have an ED. I'm not sure if you do mentally (I think it's likely you do and are currently unaware of it), but if not, you are most definitely teetering on the precipice. The depression, anger, loneliness and feeling like you lack control... Really, alarm bells are flashing for me. I want to nip this in the bud before it progresses any further - because it can utterly devastate lives. Please feel free to message me. I want to help you in any way that I can xoxox

dekko your not alone either im here for you to hugsxxxxxxxxxxx h x

Tessa - I just saw your new picture - you are so beautiful, and looking so much better!  I absolutely love your smile!  I just wanted to let you know - if you've made it this far, then you CAN keep going.  Have a wonderful weekend!

Hi I just a few days finally decided to actually start recovering, I realized life at such a low weight is not necessary or helpful in any way, and feeling like utter energy-less **** all the time is no way to live! I just wanted to say you I looked at your pictures and you look so much healthier than before, keep up the fabulous progress!