Totally losing it here and not in a good way.

Separated from my husband this summer back for a month and then he left again this past Sunday without a word.  Married for 16 yrs.  So very stressfull.  Car broke down, and hoping to fix for under $1,000.  Or at least put a bandaid on it.

Felt I was doing real well with the weight loss so decided to go for a physical.  Just got a call from the doctors office that my colesteral is 246 and I have elevated liver functions.  What the heck.

My motivation for the weight loss was that if something happened to me that my kids would be left with my husband.  And that is just killing me!!!!!  He not only left without a word to me on Sunday he never called my daughter until Wednesday.  And has not talked to my son.

Falling apart at work right now!  Not a good thing.  My blood pressure is probably through the roof.

Crap...Crap...Crap. 

Sorry to hear that things arent good for you right now =(

Im sure things will get better, you must focus on getting healthy, if not for you atleast for you kids.

~K

I'm so sorry. I've been on the daughter end of that and I can only imagine how additionally stressful that must be for you. I hope that all of the above works out, stay strong for both yourself and your kids.