what do u miss?

i was juuust wondering, what do you guys miss about you before your ED.

i miss my booobs, and having legs.

i even miss my period.

and i also miss how food wasnt such a big part in my life. i would eat whatever, when i was hungry.  now i constantly think about it.

For me it is almost 20 years...well not consecutively...sort of off and on.  I miss the way my boyfriend used to look at me.   I miss not having my days scheduled around food and excercise like so many of you said.  And i miss my period too....and i hate all the damn dr.'s appointments. 

I dont know who mentioned it ..but i also miss society BEFORE body image became such a big thing. And why is it so directed at women?  I think we are on the cusp of something here...i think we need to FORCE society to change.  Oprah is always doing shows on women who have lost tons of weight....wouldnt it be great if she did one on people like us...and the struggles WE have all gone through????  I feel like writing her damn show....it is long overdue.  What say you all?

I miss just being normal, being able to get up and have a normal day that isnt pre planned around food and exercise. I msis being able to just eat what I wanted when I wanted without calculating calories and ratios, I miss being able to just go and lie down and watch tv.

Even though I am still young, Ive missed outon quite a few years that really could have been fantastic and instead I threw them away on this illness, I miss my friends and having fun, basically I miss having a life.