Ugh.

I'm about to fall off the wagon... again. But I'm doing my VERY BEST not to.

It's been 8 months now since I started trying to lose this weight, but I've only lost 14lbs ! Now, my cousin is trying to lose weight as well, but since she likes to turn everything she does into a competition, she hired a personnal trainer and stuff...

Plus, we celebrated my b-day this weekend, and I binged on junk, making me gain 1 pound...

How discouraging.  :(

don't give up!! you can do it! it's a pain in the ass sometimes, but don't ectively decide you're going to fall off the wagon. if you do, just enjoy your splurge and get back on. i mean come on, i think it's vitrually impossible to be an angel with a diet on your bday!! it's a special day to just relax and feel good. dont let one day of indulgence turn into days or weeks or months of it! we;ve all lost and gained and are trying to lose again! you can do it!  feel better!  and happy bday!