Ultimate Fear Food- Conquered

Hello to all!
Just wanted to share something- today I went out with a guy from work and he wanted to go to Cheesecake Factory and split a slice of cheesecake, and being a recovering anorectic obviously my initial head reaction was to freak out since their cheesecakes are infamous for being...well...calorically...mortifying. But of course I didn't want to look bad so I was like, what the heck...

and we got the Chocolate Cake Cheesecake which is about as decadent as they get...and split it...and ohmyGod it was the sweetest sugariest thing ever, but it was delicious and i enjoyed sharing it with him (okay I only had three big bites, but that was because i was going out to dinner with a friend within the next hour)...but my point is, though I felt a little guilty admittedly afterwards- I can't believe I actually ate that- like that was my ULTIMATE fear food...and I'm just trying to shut up the ED from telling me that eating that much fat/sugar is horrible in any circumstance or whatnot...but I guess I am reassuring myself by sharing this feat here that what I did was not 'wrong'.

Just wanted to share :)

Congratulations!

And I hope you enjoyed every bite of that cheesecake.  You deserve it!

Hurray! : )

I am so proud of you.....if it makes you feel better, I gave in and had a few bites of my moms chocolate bday cake...and cake is a huge fear of mine!

Well done!

Thank youuu! I know that cheesecake factory cheesecake was always my ultimate fear so this was a hugeeeeee one...now i feel like i can take on anything!
Congrats Linny on the chocolate cake! I hope you enjoyed every bite of it :)